Dream 919 – SparrowCloud9

Dream 919 – “This Week, I Will Work…”

** Please note that from dream 912 to dream 926, the links had been changed for a period of time for privacy reasons due to life-upending personal events that are revealed in the following messages. Please know that what is shared here only scratches the surface of what truly transpired. Now that we are settled in a new season of life, we are ready to share these details with you. We appreciate your patience and understanding. Blessings, the SC9 team.

Received on Sunday, September 7, 2025

Communion

Dear Father,

Thank You for another day! Please bless this day You have made and continue to watch over us in all things. Please allow papers to be signed by these courts this week so we are able to move forward with the selling of our home.

Although really – You, Father, are in control of all things; the stroke of a pen, a signature on a page and the release of those who are waiting on You. I’ve had so many appointments with various institutions, creditors, banks, registrars, accountants, and others and the news has been poor and the waiting on this or that – brutal. It’s not right – in fact, it’s punishing.

This hallway is long and the doors remained shut. In the meantime, we have scheduled movers for the end of the month, unless a miracle happens sooner.

It’s interesting how debtors descend quickly after death like vultures and any assets are held up any very slow to release to cover the costs. It’s brutal. Death leaves behind destruction all around. Not only are we grieving our sudden loss and in mourning, but we have no reprieve in the process. People take advantage of a widow. I’ve already experienced it in different bids for work.

With Jeff around, there was a level of fear of him, which helped immensely. When speaking to workers and they discover I actually know some things – then the prices go down and adjust accordingly.

Overall, people have been gracious. Thank You, Father. Please go before me in all things as I struggle in this huge battle. As I continue to walk, I discover more and any questions I had about “why” have now had Your light shine upon each one and I realize no good thing was planned against me. Hidden plots and schemes are revealed and it feels like such a blow. My heart actually hurts.

I can’t track exactly when, but I recall a quote by Jeff about the province we live in, he would say, “it is the place where dreams go to die”. For years, he would declare this – mostly in joking form, but I now realize the woman who warned me with a prophecy years ago was speaking straight from You, Father. It must have been frustrating for the enemy because if anything, You increased my dreams and drew me closer to You.

In two and a half weeks the movers will come and take our things – on the date of our wedding ceremony in 2014 in front of our friends and family. We will likely be leaving that same day to Oregon.

Tomorrow I will contact the auctioneer and see if I can get this finalized quickly – but nothing is ever quick it seems. If we can’t finalize the auction, I will move to an estate sale and do it myself if need be.

I don’t want to handle any of it. It’s exhausting. All of Jeff’s belongings are now gone. I gave his kids all of it. Everything that meant something to him. I didn’t hesitate at all.

Now it’s time for me, Father, to do as You said, “leave things behind and what you decide to take – count the cost, I am with you in all of this”. So, I’m trying to be careful and count the costs in all things.

Father, I’m scared. I’m really clueless and overwhelmed. I need Your help! Show me what to do so I can do everything right and make all things run as smoothly as my trip to Winnipeg for Jeff’s memorial.

My dreams have been disturbing and a reminder that we live in a fallen world. Last night I had a few…

Sub-dream 1 “The River of Excrement” begins…

In one dream, I had to walk in human waste in order to get to the place (You promised) on the other side. In this dream, what I thought was a muddy riverbed was actually excrement. I tried to figure out another way around it, but I was running short on time. I saw the place across to the other side and it was beautiful, with mountains and green grass, but the only path was to walk straight through it.

At first, I hesitated to step, then I ran back and decided to try to leap in order to possibly only have to step into it once. I looked behind me and there were my two dogs, my purse and documents. I then heard my children say, “Wait mom, we’re coming too!” I then prayed for the impossible, just as I picked up my two dogs and other things, a path formed. It was clear of human waste and went right down the center.

But it gets better, because as I walked across – the first few steps, suddenly, the excrement was completely gone and the path was fully cleared and now flush and made level with the other side, so all of us stepped into the place You made for us.

Sub-dream 1 over…

This seemed impossible.

Sub-dream 2 “Shoes Washed In Excrement” begins…

I had taken off my shoes to show respect to the owners of a home I was visiting. The owners took my shoes and washed them in human waste by accident. I told them I would walk without them when I leave.

Sub-dream 2 over…

I had one more of these dreams which to me seems like where I am now. I have to deal with things I hate. Things I really want nothing to do with, but I have no choice. So Father, I give all of this to You.

My days are filled with appointments and paperwork. I have communion with You, but I have no contact with sparrows and friends due to my lack of time. I’m so grateful for patience, but I am struggling.

I never saw Jeff dying. The warnings were there. The clear warnings from You. Please forgive me if I missed these. When You said that everything I thought I knew was about to change, You were and are right!

This week, I will go to the US border to make sure I have all my papers in order. Please help me to get things in proper order. Help me also to rid myself of even more so I can rest easier and be confident in every step I take. I love You, Lord.

Jesus: “I am here, Erin. I am with you. Do not be afraid to face these giants. Though they are many, I am with you and I am greater than all of these. All of this will pass. I know this has been one of the most difficult battles you have ever had, but I am here and ready to step in. Let Me step in for you.”

Me: “Please, Lord, please.”

Jesus: “Listen carefully to what I say, Erin. I am the defender of widows. I won’t allow you to be trampled by schemes or cursed by anyone. My just hand is upon every situation, I promise to defend you to the detriment of anyone who comes against you.

“Though you see before you impossible human waste – I will provide a clear way for your feet to step. Because I am with you – you step on Holy Ground. Don’t be afraid. Last week was filled with disappointing news as more is revealed and you quickly discover things which occurred in secret apart from you. Now you have had to clean up after this vast battle on a bloodied terrain with plunder which had already been picked over. All the best pieces are gone and you are left with removal and disposal.

“Do not worry though. Good news is coming and help is on the way. I have ordered angels to be over all transactions, in addition to My very presence in the midst of this. They will go ahead and guide those you must meet with. Do not load yourself up with more than you are able to handle.”

Me: “I have so many appointments, Lord, it’s exhausting because these are still reliant on the judges signature for me to complete all of the necessary documents. Why is there so much to do when someone dies? I’m treated like – ”

Jesus: “I know, but Erin, the only thing you need to remember is this – they are not in control, I am. You will settle these accounts, as soon as you can – they are at your mercy, not the other way around. So, be at peace and do not worry, be firm and I will give you strength and wisdom.

“I promise you, in just a few weeks, you will be emailing and excited to be in the place of your heart, where I have called you back. I’m sorry Jeff could not join you as you thought and prayed he would. This was not meant to be and it was his time to be in My presence. I know you have many questions and these will be revealed soon, right now you must continue moving forward and try not to dwell on the details of what has happened. There will be a time when you face this and write about it, and healing will continue, but for now, focus on Me and these doors which will be presented before you.”

Me: “Yes, Lord. The kids are having dreams with Jeff appearing in them. I haven’t had any.”

Jesus: “There is no closure here yet and this is difficult to understand, but do not worry about this now. The tremendous barrier has been removed. You are now reconciled to family and friends. You are no longer subject to silence, shame and isolation. You are free.

“Although you still feel bound, soon all of your shackles will be removed and you will be free. I will even send angels to thwart the assignments of the enemy against you and your children. No plan or curse of evil will prosper against the children of God and My bride. Now remember to let me work on your behalf. I have you. I love you.

“I am your Husband, your Father, and you are My bride – no one comes against you with any success. Now, this week, I will work…”

Me: “Lord, You are always at work.”

Jesus: “Yes, but now I will accelerate these doors opening. I can and I AM. Erin, I promise to restore all the enemy has stolen and even multiply this. Do not worry, I bring your recompense with Me.”

Dream over…

In prayers this morning, the Lord gave me scriptures to remind me of who He is in my battles.

2 Chronicles 31:20-21 NLT

“In this way, King Hezekiah handled the distribution throughout all Judah, doing what was pleasing and good in the sight of the Lord his God. In all that he did in the service of the Temple of God and in his efforts to follow God’s laws and commands, Hezekiah sought his God wholeheartedly. As a result, he was very successful.”

2 Chronicles 32:7-8 NLT

“Be strong and courageous! Don’t be afraid or discouraged because of the king of Assyria or his mighty army, for there is a power far greater on our side! He may have a great army, but they are merely men. We have the Lord our God to help us and to fight our battles for us!” Hezekiah’s words greatly encouraged the people.”

Isaiah 30:18 ESV

“Therefore the Lord waits to be gracious to you,
and therefore he exalts himself to show mercy to you.
For the Lord is a God of justice;
blessed are all those who wait for him.”

Isaiah 61 (I needed this reminder!)

The Spirit of the Lord God is upon me,
because the Lord has anointed me
to bring good news to the poor;[a]
he has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted,
to proclaim liberty to the captives,
and the opening of the prison to those who are bound;[b]

to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor,
and the day of vengeance of our God;
to comfort all who mourn;

to grant to those who mourn in Zion—
to give them a beautiful headdress instead of ashes,
the oil of gladness instead of mourning,
the garment of praise instead of a faint spirit;
that they may be called oaks of righteousness,
the planting of the Lord, that he may be glorified.[c]

They shall build up the ancient ruins;
they shall raise up the former devastations;
they shall repair the ruined cities,
the devastations of many generations.

Strangers shall stand and tend your flocks;
foreigners shall be your plowmen and vinedressers;

but you shall be called the priests of the Lord;
they shall speak of you as the ministers of our God;
you shall eat the wealth of the nations,
and in their glory you shall boast.

Instead of your shame there shall be a double portion;
instead of dishonor they shall rejoice in their lot;
therefore in their land they shall possess a double portion;
they shall have everlasting joy.

For I the Lord love justice;
I hate robbery and wrong;[d]
I will faithfully give them their recompense,
and I will make an everlasting covenant with them.

Their offspring shall be known among the nations,
and their descendants in the midst of the peoples;
all who see them shall acknowledge them,
that they are an offspring the Lord has blessed.

I will greatly rejoice in the Lord;
my soul shall exult in my God,
for he has clothed me with the garments of salvation;
he has covered me with the robe of righteousness,
as a bridegroom decks himself like a priest with a beautiful headdress,
and as a bride adorns herself with her jewels.

For as the earth brings forth its sprouts,
and as a garden causes what is sown in it to sprout up,
so the Lord God will cause righteousness and praise
to sprout up before all the nations.

Zephaniah 3:5 ESV

The Lord within her is righteous;
he does no injustice;
every morning he shows forth his justice;
each dawn he does not fail;
but the unjust knows no shame.

Luke 14:25-35 ESV

25 “Now great crowds accompanied him, and he turned and said to them, 26 “If anyone comes to me and does not hate his own father and mother and wife and children and brothers and sisters, yes, and even his own life, he cannot be my disciple. 27 Whoever does not bear his own cross and come after me cannot be my disciple. 28 For which of you, desiring to build a tower, does not first sit down and count the cost, whether he has enough to complete it? 29 Otherwise, when he has laid a foundation and is not able to finish, all who see it begin to mock him, 30 saying, ‘This man began to build and was not able to finish.’ 31 Or what king, going out to encounter another king in war, will not sit down first and deliberate whether he is able with ten thousand to meet him who comes against him with twenty thousand? 32 And if not, while the other is yet a great way off, he sends a delegation and asks for terms of peace. 33 So therefore, any one of you who does not renounce all that he has cannot be my disciple. 34 Salt is good, but if salt has lost its taste, how shall its saltiness be restored? 35 It is of no use either for the soil or for the manure pile. It is thrown away. He who has ears to hear, let him hear.”

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