Dream 273 – Jesus and the Year of the Lord’s Favor
Finished on Sunday, January 14, 2018
Received on Tuesday, January 9, 2018
Communion
Dear Father,
Thank You for another day! Thank You for my husband, children and friends. Thank You for the stunning fresh snow and a now clear sky. Thank You for one more day.
Father, I have had a difficult time recently. My pain has been almost too much to bear. I have been waiting for help from a place that does not provide help. They have held me captive and their lack of treatment is now causing even greater troubles.
Oh Father, I want to live. I want to be free so that I can truly enjoy life. My children will be leaving our home soon and I have not been able to truly live. I spent my healthier days in battle and now I spend my days battling for health.
While I see You closing doors, Father, new ones have not yet opened. In fact, I recently had a dream of being in a hallway of doors. Every door was locked and I had nowhere to go. I know that You gave me this for a reason!
I can barely write, climb stairs, sit or even lay down my head to rest. Thank You for the little birds and animals though as I still have such joy in feeding them. I recently even had an adorable flying squirrel visit our deck one night to eat some of the peanuts I had put out for them.
While I find great joy in watching these little creatures, I now find using my camera to take pictures of them very difficult as my hands have grown unsteady. It is truly a miracle from You when I am actually able to capture a few ‘steady’ shots in the many pictures that I take.
On some days, I feel so…well…’unable’! While I have been able to ‘mask things’ for the sake of my family, I am simply incapable of ‘hiding’ my pain anymore. It is just too much. While some may say that this is ‘prideful’, it is more in line with ‘keeping in the game’ as being the best way to behave as taught by my mom repeatedly.
While driving to pick up the kids from school yesterday, I witnessed a sight that I had never seen before. Two crows were hobbling across the road together. One crow, the larger crow, appeared to be sheltering the other smaller crow.
I then noticed that the smaller crow appeared to be injured and that the larger crow seemed to be walking it over to a small snow bank. After they crossed the road, I decided to walk over to them. The larger crow became angry and flew off with a squawk. I was surprised at myself that I was actually feeling compassion for a crow.
The smaller crow had now laid down in the snow and was huddling up like a duck weathering a storm. I spoke tenderly to it at first, but soon started to pray. The snow continued to fall as the larger crow continued to squawk at me from a distance.
I asked the Lord either to heal this crow or to just let it die quickly. As I prayed, I soon felt at peace. I told the Lord that I would check on it when I came back through in a couple of hours. If the crow was still alive, I would do whatever His will was for this bird.
When we eventually came back two hours later, I could still see this little black bundle huddled on the side of the road. I pulled the car over and walked up to the bird. It was still alive. As there was no noticeable blood, I used some thick gloves and a blanket to pick up the crow. I noticed that the larger crow had now left.
My younger son held the bird as we drove to the veterinarian hospital. I told everyone in the car that it would be quite unlikely for this little guy to last much longer. However, we took comfort in knowing that, if these were its last moments here, at least it was being cared for and was staying warm wrapped in a cozy blanket.
It was a twenty-minute drive to the vet and the crow remained calm and quiet the entire trip. It was not shaking, but rather just seemed to be studying each of us. When we finally arrived at the veterinarians, we soon found out that there were no vets on staff. We discussed this with the assistant that was on duty instead.
Me: “We found this crow huddled up in a snowbank. Is there anything you can do for it?
Assistant: “We will admit her for observation. If she lasts through the night, this will be a good sign. One of the vets are coming in soon for their late shift and will examine her more thoroughly then.”
After leaving, we prayed to the Lord about this little crow. While we were hoping for the best, we all suspected the worst. Not surprisingly, bad news soon came in the morning when the on-staff vet phoned me at home.
Vet: “While we made her as comfortable as possible, we had to put her to sleep last night. She was suffering from a broken wing, a broken foot and a bone protrusion that was untreatable. She would have still lived a couple of more days and been in great pain, so it was good that you had brought her in.”
Oh Father, thank You for letting me come across this injured crow. She would have suffered even more and probably would have even soon be buried alive by a passing snowplow. I believe we all learned a lesson on compassion from this as my kids know all too well how I usually feel towards crows.
If nothing else, it made me feel that I actually made a difference. While so many have told me many times that I have made a great difference in their lives, it is amazing how pain can make you quickly forget. I even felt like I could somehow relate to this crow, an unlikely result.
I also found out that my ‘care’ will soon officially end, but, in reality, it never really ever began. In May, it will have been four years since my injury at work. The pain is affecting my blood pressure and the latest readings at the doctor’s office averaged a very high 177/106.
What makes this even more alarming is that these readings were taken while I was resting. I truly believe that my blood pressure will not go down until my pain is finally relieved. I also truly believe that only God can relieve my pain. Once again, Father, I am totally relying on You!
With all that has happened, I am becoming depressed now. It is difficult for me to have joy even though I meet with You regularly and You have sent me a consistently upbeat husband…smiles. Thankfully, I often hear You then say, ‘Do not worry, Erin, I am here and I am with You’, whenever I pray and worship You.
At one point, I had even begun to wonder if my dreams were starting to point to me going Home earlier than I had expected. I then prayed that You will keep me here until You eventually come for all of us in the Rapture. Oh Father, I so want to see Your miracles and have fun serving You with my husband, our children and our friends!
As the pain was now too great for me to continue today, I decided to take a pause…
Received on Thursday, January 11, 2018
My oldest son drove with me to get some tests at the doctor’s office earlier today. This is about an hour’s drive from home. We left before the sun was up. Although the roads were not great, we still had a good time together talking during our drive.
After my tests were completed, we listened to a worship CD on the way home as we drove. During a lull in our conversation, I began to think about many things, including my health, time passing so quickly and my upcoming 55th birthday.
Just then, and in the middle of nowhere and to our astonishment, a white dove flew up in the air out of the snow. My son had witnessed this amazing dove as well. I quickly turned the car around in the hopes of taking a photo of it. While we looked around for it for quite some time, we could not find a trace of this dove anywhere.
However, we were both left with quite a vivid impression of a larger-than-normal, spotless, pure white dove with its wings spread in flight. I had never seen a pure white dove before, snow or no snow, so we were wondering if this was a miracle and a sign.
As we continued to drive home, we soon spotted two beautiful black horses. They were large horses, almost like Clydesdales, and they were playing with each other in the snow. We stopped and took some video of them playing.
When we arrived home, I decided to fix a tray of seeds for the birds, red squirrels and grey squirrels that now frequent our property. As I was now hooked up with a devise that took my blood pressure every thirty minutes, I was somewhat distracted as I walked out due to its cumbersome nature.
As a result, it took a while for me to realize that there was blood everywhere on the white snowy path I was walking on. As these little creatures have become almost like family to me now, this was horrific. I started to feel guilty as I had thought that they would be safe here on our property.
As I followed the trail of blood, it first led into the backyard, then to the side of our house and then to our small porch. I had a sinking feeling that this blood could possibly even be from my favorite little red squirrel we sometimes refer to as ‘Little Red’ as this trail seemed to follow all of the paths he would normally take.
While the blood was everywhere on this trail, it suddenly stopped. Without realizing it at first, I had dropped the seed tray I was carrying. My horror soon turned to sobbing, then to crying, then blubbering and then I began to wail.
Usually I keep myself together during these types of things, but I kept wailing as I used a small shove to cover up the bloodstains with fresh snow. While the small animals usually continue with their business as they are now used to me coming out to feed them, I noticed that they had stopped to watch me cry.
This must have been confusing to them, but perhaps they were having some empathy for me. I knew this was a ridiculous thought and wishful thinking, but it comforted me a bit. My oldest son must have heard me crying as he then came out to comfort me.
Son: “Mom, it is not your fault. The Lord talked to you about this before. Remember, He allows this sort of thing here on Earth. It is okay, mom.”
Even though I knew better and agreed with him, this was the straw that broke the camel’s back and I remained inconsolable. Yes, I really did know better as I had experienced quite a few deaths of pets in my days, some in tragic ways, but I simply could not help myself.
I know that this is a part of life and that death is a hallway of doors that lead to eternal places, either eternal life or death, but this was hard. Even though my dreams have shown our pets, along with other animals, going up to Heaven, my tears continued to flow and I continued to sob.
I finally calmed down and realized that this was not just about the blood in the snow. This was due to everything seemingly converging into this one moment. The grief, discouragement, pain and unrest seemed to be bubbling up into my ‘vessel’ and causing the tears to pour out in the overflow.
When I went back into our house, I decided to look up how the animals communed with man in the Garden of Eden from the Book of Jubilees. According to this Apocrypha, and obviously not included in the Bible, God had removed the ability for animals to speak when Adam and Eve were cast out of the Garden.
Even though I cannot know how or if this happened with certainty, this somehow brought me additional comfort. It is hard for me to explain why this would comfort me as I am really not sure. Perhaps it is the realization that God loves these beautiful animals too and even has roaming grounds waiting for many of them in Heaven as well.
I took comfort in knowing that even these seemingly senseless attacks are all part of His great plan. His ways are higher and we just cannot fully understand. December 2017 was filled with senseless attacks against me and I now think of this month as ‘The Month of Betrayals’. So far, January 2018 seems to be ‘The Month of Grief’.
While I should be feeling excited with what we are looking forward to and know that is soon to come, I instead now look at what is coming with a type of dread. This is because, as I am now, there will be no way I can be of any use to You, Father. In my current condition and without You, Father, how can I be of any use?
The way I see it now, You would be better off just sticking me back in the kiln again. I feel I have cracks in my vessel and that You need to repair these again. To be quite honest, I am having a hard enough time taking care of my family and household chores that I cannot even imagine doing anything ‘significant’ for Your Kingdom.
Father, even though I have asked You so many times for relief and healing, I am yet again asking You for this with all of my heart. Even if the answer is ‘no’, will You please, please, please still heal our family and our friends soon? I love those You have sent us so much and would at least use this delight to distract me from my pain.
I am so sorry, Father, for it seems that all I ever do these days is complain. This is a difficult situation for me as, while I do not want to complain, I also do not want to come before You with anything other than complete honesty. Oh Father, what should I do?
Thank You, Father, for giving me a dream recently…
Sub-dream 1 description begins – “The Golden Footstool”…
I was wandering around a cute shopping area in a village. This village seemed to be somewhere in California, but I was not sure. I soon recognized some people from my past that were also there. While most did not recognize me, I could tell from the looks in the eyes of those that did recognize me that they seemed to be harboring grudges against me.
I decided to go into a quaint little village shop to see what they had for sale. As I looked around the shop, I soon noticed a rather short golden table that was for sale behind the counter. I looked at the price tag for the table and noticed it was selling for $125.
I quickly dismissed this item as it seemed too ornate for my tastes. However, soon after I had left the shop, I realized that I wanted it. However, when I came back in to purchase it, I noticed that there were now several designers that I knew wanting to purchase it. The clerk excused herself when she saw me come back in and came over.
Clerk: Smiling. “I see that you are back. What are you looking for?”
Me: “I decided that I want the short golden table you have behind your counter.”
Clerk: “Well, it is not a table, it is a footstool. Do you still want it?”
Me: “Absolutely!”
The clerk went back behind the counter and marked the item as ‘SOLD’. As the women then became furious about this, I decided to wander around the shop some more until they had left. When the women had finally left, I came over and finalized the purchase.
Sub-dream 1 description over…
I am not sure what the meaning of this dream is. Help, Lord, I need You!
Jesus: “Erin, come up.”
I was standing in a Garden of beautifully sculpted shrubs, grasses, flowers, pools and fountains. It was the most beautiful part of the Garden that I had seen yet. It was a different part of the same Garden that I had been in just a little while ago (the one with the fountain in the middle of the path).
The fragrance of flowers, eucalyptus and other beautiful smells filled the air and was unmistakably somehow reminiscent of a home that I once worked on back in 2005 in Laguna Beach, California. This was a particularly large estate and the weather seemed to be perfect the whole time I was there working on it.
When I was working at this house and the windows were open, I could hear the sound of the horses running and playing in the beautiful grassy areas that surrounded the property. I could hear the sounds of songbirds and, yes, even the sounds of the peacocks they had brought in.
Even though I was ‘just the hired help’, there was such beauty there that I felt privileged to experience this. Well, what I was experiencing here in Heaven far exceeded my Laguna Beach Estate experience, so much so that it is impossible to describe. Oh yes, I should note that there were no longer any signs of winter to be found in the Garden.
I suddenly heard some ‘happy splashing’ behind me. It was coming from one of the pools that surrounded me. I went over to look and was in such awe at what I then saw. I nearly fell over in amazement. The little crow that I had just helped was in the pool playing with the white dove that I had just seen on my drive.
What can I say other than ‘Wow’! Even though the formerly black little crow now had iridescent feathers without any black at all, it was somehow not hard for me to recognize it at all. It flew out of the pool and landed about six feet from me. It then walked towards me.
What amazed me as well is that it was literally walking, not hobbling like these birds do on Earth. I was in awe and complete shock. I had truly thought that ‘this caliber of bird’, a crow no less, would never be welcome in Heaven. I shook my head and realized how little I know because this one was here and we were definitely in Heaven.
When the little crow came close enough to me, I reached down and started to gently pet it. To my surprise, it made a pleasing little sound, not the annoying squawking it is famous for here on Earth. The white dove then came over to greet me as well.
Me: “Oh, thank You, Lord, for this wonderful blessing.”
I then bent down again and visited with my two new little bird friends.
Me: “I am so glad that you both are here. You are both so beautiful.”
I reached down and they took turns nudging me ‘in love’ (for a lack of a better description). I felt such joy that tears started to form in my eyes. They were happy tears this time. I heard someone ‘clearing their throat’ from behind me. I turned and it was Jesus! I ran over and hugged Him tightly.
Jesus: “While I can see that you are having fun here, I also know that you are having a difficult time when you are not.”
Me: “Lord, please! Lord, please heal my broken and grieving heart! Please do not let us continue to languish! The wicked seem to be prospering while we suffer. I cannot even get any earthly help for my condition. Please, please do not forget about me.
“When things do not get better…in fact, they are becoming even worse…I cannot help but grieve and worry. It is so hard to have joy when I am in such pain! I am even afraid that…” I quickly stopped myself.
Jesus: Nodding at me with a sympathetic smile. “Please, Erin, continue. What is it that you are afraid of?”
Me: I took a deep breath and decided to continue. “…that in my complaining, grief and worry, I might have caused a huge delay.”
Jesus: “Well, Erin, if this was the case, would this not make Me appear unstable? Would this not then mean that I did not know you well enough at the beginning of all of this to anticipate your current state? Remember that I already knew all that was and is to happen even before any of this began.” He good-naturedly nudged me. “After all, I am God, right, Erin?”
Me: Laughing. “Of course, Father! I guess it just hurts that You know all that is coming, yet never share enough for me to be able to plan in advance.”
Jesus: Laughing. “Oh Erin, if I had told you the types of trials and tests that you would be enduring at the beginning, would you have accepted?”
Me: “Well, I probably would have…” He smiled at me and I just knew that He already knew the ‘true answer’ to His question. “Actually, You are right, Lord. I do not think that I would have enjoyed knowing in advance that, for me to draw closer to You, remain strong in You and be used of You by dying to myself, all this would have to occur.
“I somehow even know that learning about all of our troubles in advance would have actually made me even more worried than I already was and am. Oh Father, I am so sorry for doubting Your perfect ways. Lord, I am now in my 18th year since my vision with Enoch and Elijah. I was so hoping that You would have just…”
Jesus: “Erin, do you trust Me?”
Me: I took another deep breath. “Yes, Lord, of course.”
Jesus: “Just know that I do not plan on taking you Home yet, Erin. Remember that the hour is late.”
I ran out of time. I knew that He would pick up where He left off next time we met…
Received on Sunday, January 14, 2018
Me: “Oh Lord, my heart breaks when You stand here with me and my body still aches. It is the most discouraging thing to be here in Your presence and be so young and beautiful while my body is failing me on Earth. While I am fully healed here, the reality is that, when I come out of these visits with You, I am in pain that worsens each day.
“I will not claim to understand this, but I know that You do. You know all things from the beginning of our lives right to the very end. While I now know this to be a lie, the enemy sometimes whispers something to me that a fellow church attendee once had told me: ‘God’s favor cannot be with you, Erin, or He would have healed you by now.’”
“Oh Father, I do not want to take up any more of our time speaking about my current condition. I know that You know all about this already. While there are days when I still hear ‘those voices’ and question my place in Your heart, Your Words and signs then comfort me and I know that You are in the midst of my pain and troubles.”
Jesus: “Yes, Erin, I am. I am with you. Do not listen to the same voice that had confronted me in the desert as he is the master deceiver. You are My sheep and I am the Good Shepherd. Sheep do not survive long without the Shepherd as they can be easily misled and deceived into wandering away from the Shepherd’s care.
“Whether this is done by a goat, a wolf or even another sheep, it matters not as I will retrieve that sheep and bring it back to Me time after time. Even if I must render the sheep helpless in order for it to remain in Me, I will do this, understand?”
Me: “Will the Shepherd even break the sheep’s legs if necessary and carry it on His shoulder after He fixes and binds the legs to heal?”
Jesus: Smiling. “This is a difficult topic, Erin, and a topic that has even divided churches. This is a parable of ‘the walks’ of some of those I call, understand? Let’s look at this a different way. Which is better as a child to a parent?
- Time and time again, a son disobeys a kind father, a father who does not give up on that child even unto injury, a father who continues to bring the son back, until that day the son turns from the world and rests at his father’s house; or
- A son who ignores the father’s discipline and, one day, never returns, and then cares not that the father grieves for his lost son.”
Me: “I would much rather be the injured son returning. Lord, am I the one who wandered off and that You had to chastise?”
Jesus: “No, Erin. You were a newborn sheep whom the Shepherd chose to care for. When you began to hear My voice, you would wander off instead of coming towards Me. Each time I called you, you wandered even further and further away from Me.
“One day, soon after the wolves began to attack you, I came and rescued you. At first, you were too timid to trust in Me. You knew that I cared for My sheep, but you had deemed yourself unworthy of this. I watched you as you circled the outer perimeter. You were under My watch even though you did not come into the fold with the others.
“Even when I spoke tenderly to you, you still felt cast aside as you still had no understanding of Me. You continued to feel unworthy as there were a few wolves wearing sheep’s clothing who tried to convince you of your unworthiness. These wolves then reminded you of your faults ‘according to the world’.”
Me: “Yes, Lord, but how can I blame them? I have been divorced twice, once while I was a Christian. I have been bankrupted. I have been put to shame by the world. I am also a female, Lord. I do not seem to be a very good candidate at all!”
Jesus: “Exactly! This is what makes you My ‘perfect’ choice. You are ‘perfect’ for those who feel inadequate to be used by Me. You are ‘perfect’ as you can relate to the broken-hearted and have compassion on them. Yes, Erin, even though you are not perfect, you are ‘perfectly Erin’ and My ‘perfect’ choice.
“Now, Erin, one day, and while staying within My sight, yet still closer to the deceivers than to Me, focusing on their lies, they began to tear you apart. You were just ‘tasty mutton’ to them. They did not know that I was watching them and that I still do.
“However, I soon parted the flock and ran over to you. I carried you into My care. I knew who the wolves were and their location…” He smiled at me. “…and still do. While I would still allow these wolves to come back and taunt you at times, I did this as a measure of your strength and ability to hear and focus on Me instead of them.
“You see, Erin, I know all of the wolves and where they all are and at all times. They prey on the weak and the feeble-minded. They prey on the young and the old. They call out and say, ‘You are not being used by the Shepherd as He would never choose someone like you. One look at your life and health and you should know that you are not even in His favor.’
“Well, they are not the Shepherd over you. They are nowhere to be found when trouble strikes. They are all too quick to devour the remnant before running for the hills. These are the same ones who disqualify you, claiming to know Me.
“However, they are like the Pharisees. They are puffed up about themselves. They elevate their positions because of the laws they have kept and the lives of holiness they have lead. They boast about their positions on church boards and about their gifts to the poor.
“They constantly state their position above others, yet do not understand that it is Me that is above them. My grace has been tested. Blessed is the man who obtains wisdom and humility after his tests and trials for his is the Kingdom of Heaven.
“Many who do not understand this late hour prophesy incorrectly in order to sell more books. There is too much fat and no meat. While they remember that I am the Shepherd of My flock when it suits them, they then forget that My Father is still the Judge over all of them.
“My Father calls you ‘His friend’. Erin, I call you ‘My friend’. You have come to Me. You have stayed in My care and even chased Me relentlessly…” He laughed and nudged me. “…well, on most days.
“Erin, it is My story told through you that people hate. People despise the ‘part of scribe’ that you play. You are hated because of Me. Remember that, when I was born, the world was looking for a King.
“However, you have now known Me with both no crown…” A crown suddenly appeared in His hands and He placed it on His head. “…and a crown. Even without this visual of a crown…” I then noticed that the crown had suddenly disappeared. “…am I no less still a King?”
Me: Laughing. “Oh yes, Lord, of course!”
Jesus: “Yes, Erin, you know Me as a King with or without a crown. Since My Father has appointed Me as King, can I not then also call My subjects for various purposes? While these subjects are under Me, they are also adjoined with Me as My Bride. As King, am I then not able to then use whom I select for various tasks for service to the King under God’s Kingdom?”
Me: He smiled at me as I was now laughing. “Oh yes, Lord, of course!”
Jesus: “Then who are these men who dictate My protocol? Did I appoint them to choose who is worthy to come before Me? Did I call them to go through your records, bank statements, history, credit scores, family background, church attendance, grades or education to help Me determine your worthiness and whether you qualify?”
Me: Smiling. “I hope not, Lord, as I would most certainly be disqualified on every point…divorce, health and love of clothing, let alone being female!”
Jesus: “Well, Erin, I have not asked any to do this for Me as it is only for Me to make this call. Anyone who claims that I have called them to do this for Me has been misled by the enemy and needs to repent. Now, where is it written that you are not worthy?”
Me: Laughing. “Since You have now told me that I am worthy for all of this, it must not be written that I am not worthy.”
Jesus: “Well, Erin, I will now ask you an even better question, one that everyone has been asked by Me. Do you love Me?”
Me: “Oh yes, Lord, more than anything, I love You, Lord. I am so sorry for all of my complaining!”
Jesus: “Now, when you are asked about your ‘qualifications’, you need only to say, ‘I love the Lord, God, with my whole heart, soul, mind and strength. I love my brother as myself.’ That is it! Remember, Erin, many are called, but few are chosen. I have called you to give comfort to those who feel they are unloved and unworthy. Erin, you will be sent to give hope to those with no hope. Now, tell Me about your recent dreams.”
Me: “Lord, I have so many questions about one of the dreams that I had last week…
Sub-dream 2 description begins – “A Hallway of Closed Doors”…
I was in a hallway of many doors. Some of these doors had just shut. I could not open any of these doors. I was now standing in a hallway of closed doors.
Sub-dream 2 description over…
Jesus: “You are in transition right now and are experiencing ‘doors which cannot be opened’. However, I will soon open doors that no one can shut. When I open these doors, you will stand amazed. Do not be discouraged, Erin, as this ‘hallway of closed doors’ is very temporary for you.”
Me: “I also had another dream from last night that I had questions about…”
Sub-dream 3 description begins – “Enemies and Properties”…
I was in an area and now Transformed, but somehow knew that the rest of my family was busy in other parts of this area. With the exception of my daughter, I did not run into any of them. When I did run into my daughter, it was infrequently and she somehow seemed to now be closer to my Transformed age. This was quite odd.
I believe that my first order of business in this area was to deal with three of my enemies. There was no noticeable pattern as to why it was these particular three other than that they each had properties that I was familiar with. I was somewhat confused by this, but I knew that there had to be a reason for each of them.
- First enemy: This enemy was from the earliest part of my Christian walk. This person was my ex-design partner. We had once owned a studio together.
- Second enemy: This enemy was a friend who had witnessed the time of the abuse of my kids, the loss of our things and my illness. She had left our lives at a time when I had needed her the most. I had thought of her recently as she used to own property in an area that had recently been washed away by mudslides.
- Third enemy: This enemy is the man who currently owns the property right next to ours. This man hates me beyond reason. I have had quite a few dreams of him recently, but I am not entirely sure why.
While I am unable to explain why or how, I was somehow able to walk through walls. While I was instructed when to enter these rooms, I soon noticed that I was completely unnoticeable once there, as if I was invisible. Once there, I was able to hear each of their private conversations about me. They were filled with jealousy and bitterness.
I was confused as each of them seemed to have prosperous lives of their own and I did not see why I was even an issue to them. After I heard all that I was supposed to hear, I knew it was time to leave and check in with my family. I soon found them sitting in a park together.
Me: “Who would like to see a Coldplay concert with me?”
Youngest son: “What time does the concert start?”
Me: “The concert starts at 6:00pm.”
It turned out that each one of them had other engagements. They were all disappointed about not being able to go though. I decided to go by myself. However, I soon became so busy with various things that I almost forgot to go. I remembered the concert at around 5:30pm and knew that I would now be rushed to get there in time.
I quickly hailed a cab ride. For some unknown reason, I was sharing the cab with a woman who had to detour to her hotel. This set us back a few minutes. Once we dropped her off, the cab driver turned around to speak with me.
Cab driver: “Is your concert at the arena or the playhouse?”
Me: I looked at my ticket. It was unclear. “I believe that this is at the playhouse.”
We drove quickly and I arrived just a few minutes late at 6:05pm. While the concert had already begun, I was not worried about missing the first few minutes. As I walked to the front door, I recognized several people from my past. They could see me and were whispering to each other about me. I knew they were talking about me as I could hear them. They did not know that I could hear them.
Sub-dream 3 description over…
Jesus: Smiling. “Wow, Erin, that was a big dream.” He laughed. I knew that He was good-naturedly kidding with me.
Me: Laughing. “Lord, why Coldplay?”
Jesus: “The words ‘Cold Play’ in this dream is not related to the band with this name. It is related to a ‘Cold Call’, things unrehearsed. When you write in a vision with Me, you are ‘Cold Scribing’.” He laughed. “In other words, you have not pre-planned the script.”
Me: “Is this the same as improvising?”
Jesus: “Improvising usually has no structure or direction and can be dangerous if not lead properly. In this case, you will be the subject of My calls, My time and My Will. I know the plans that I have for you, but you do not (Jeremiah 29:11).”
Me: “I find this interesting as I have not had to cold call in years.”
Jesus: “Well, when I call you for this, it will feel like you are uninvited and unplanned to many. However, you are ‘planned’ and this has been foretold. It is similar to a ‘Cold War’ as your weapons of truth will be your tongue and your healing presence, which is where I am. You will come at them swiftly and with no warning. Although this has been foretold, it remained hidden in My Word until this comes.”
Me: “Will we be coming in like a ‘Cold Front’?”
Jesus: Smiling. “Yes, but with a deep freeze that follows as hearts will be very cold. However, when I open the floodgates, all will be amazed.”
Me: “In this dream, was I the ‘Cold Play’?”
Jesus: “There are more players than one in a successful play. Many will be a part of this and many will see. Do not be afraid.”
Me: “Will I be healed then? Will our children?”
Jesus: “I am humbling and shaking the land. The ‘Cold Play’ is soon to begin. I sent the white dove to you and your son. Who has even heard of such a sight in a snow-covered field? Understand that I am about to do something you would not believe even if you were told.
“Those whom question my methods, even those whom I have called, I will soon loosen their tongues to confess their inequities and measure their pride on the scale of justice. Who will stand then? The guilty will confess with wicked tongues. The blameless will confess with gratitude to God for His mercy. Those that I have called will confess to the goodness of My works.
“Now, hold on for just a bit longer. I am with you and I will bless your family. I will heal the brokenhearted and bind up their wounds. I will save those crushed in spirit. Erin, I will open the gates and set the captives free. Do not worry as this time has come.”
Me: “Lord, is this ‘The Year of Your Favor’? Is this the year?”
Jesus: Smiling. “Every year is Mine.”
Me: “Yes, Lord, but is this ‘The Year of Your Favor’?”
Jesus: “If I have told you that the gates will soon be opened and I am the King, is this good?”
Me: “Yes, Lord, yes!”
Jesus: “Then rejoice, Erin, rejoice.”
Me: “I love You, Lord.”
He smiled and hugged me.
Jesus: “I love you, Erin, and I am with you.”
Dream over…
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