Dream 280 – Jesus and the First Eight Days of Sivan
Finished on Tuesday, May 15, 2018
Received on Sunday, May 13, 2018
Thank You for another day! Thank You for keeping me around for Your purposes. You returned all of my children to me almost four years ago…thank You. Just because You are so awesome, You then surprised me by bringing me a husband and his two children. Thanks to You, we now have a full home with so much laughter.
As for my childhood, I was raised by a single working mother. I am so happy that You have been able to make it where I can be mostly a stay at home mom. While I was mad at You at first for allowing me to be injured, I now realize this was so I could be a stay at home mom, yet still bring in some income. Thank You yet again!
The last few months have been a struggle for me in almost all areas. My head hurts, the pain is staggering at times and the numbness in my face and arms is quite scary at times. I just pray that the cluster of blood vessels, the angioma, remains intact. I pray that none of the blood vessels burst before I am able to see a specialist. In reality, I pray that the soon Transformation will take this away.
My dream last night was quite troubling…
Sub-dream description begins…
I had been asked to be a guest speaker at a conference that was to be an all-night prayer vigil and worship event. I recognized the two pastors that were heading this event as ones I had previously known in the 1990s.
As I looked around, I noticed that there were several thousand people in attendance. When I looked even closer, I soon realized that there were many people that I knew. Some of them I even recognized as being there just for me as they would normally not attend such an event.
I was to speak on the Homes waiting for us in Heaven. While I was originally to speak fairly early on, my turn was continuously being delayed. It had now been delayed so long now that I was starting to even feel a bit sick. When I looked at the remaining order of events, I guessed that I would now not even be speaking until midnight.
While continuing my wait to speak, I had booked several short meetings with a seamstress I knew that was altering a gown for me. I needed the gown for a specific time. I did not know exactly when I needed it by, but I knew that it was for soon.
Given the tight deadline, the seamstress was gracious and told me not to worry and that she would keep her shop open. I managed to get measured but had to then return to the venue. Before I left, the seamstress then reminded me that I only had until 2:30am to get back for the final fitting so that she could be finished altering the dress by 3:00am.
As I still believed that I would be speaking near midnight, I agreed to this as this would give me plenty of time. Even though the pastor had now called me up on to the stage, he was still not allowing me any time to speak to the attendees. It was now 2:15am and I knew that there would still be quite some time before I would be up.
I was becoming discouraged by this continued delay and finally decided that I had no choice but to leave to meet my seamstress at 2:30am as agreed. She quickly did the final fitting and then reminded me that I had to be back again by 3:00am to pick up the finished dress.
I went back to the stage and was told yet again that I would not be called up for a bit longer. I then watched as a different speaker came up. I am not sure what he was saying, but it must not have been any good as many of the attendees were now getting up and leaving.
It was now 3:00am and time to pick up my dress. I looked in the window of the seamstress’ shop and saw my finished dress hanging there. Just as I went to pick up my dress, I was finally called up to speak. I found some trustworthy friends and asked them if they would mind picking up my dress for me. They agreed to do this for me.
By this time, I was very weak, extremely tired and sick in many areas of my body. It was now just after 3:00am and the pastor was once again calling me up to the podium. Even though I was now there and waiting, I once yet again not called forward to actually speak. I was becoming more and more discouraged.
It was now roughly about a half an hour before dawn and I was finally called to speak. However, there was barely anyone left. Just as I began to speak, the two pastors that had organized this then came up to me and told me that there was no time left for me to speak. I soon realized that they had intentionally kept me from speaking.
My frustration level grew even more, a feat that I had not thought could even be possible. I sighed aloud and wondered if my gown had even been picked up. Just as I thought this, and to my surprise and delight, I saw a small group of my faithful friends waiting for me with my gown. I noticed that dawn was just starting to break. My sadness and sickness instantly changed to joy and great health!
Sub-dream description over…
Received on Tuesday, May 15, 2018
Thank You for another day here! Thank You for all that we have. Thank You for my husband. Thank You for over three and a half years of peace from my main enemy. Thank You for my time to be a mom to my children and a wife to my husband.
Father, I feel broken today…again! I am in great pain and no closer to having any answers to my condition other than a type of tumor in my brain. This tumor is causing bleeding and pressure on my nerves and muscles. My spinal column is under stress and it is hard for me to be joyful as a result.
Please allow tests to be prescribed today by my doctor. At the very least, there is going to be even more on record about my current condition. It seems logical to me that, the greater the valley and the battle, the greater the victory in Heaven for my Father.
I am also a bit distressed today because there are now construction noises coming from our neighbor’s property. The constant beeping of large equipment makes it really hard to be at peace. The ground on this property is being leveled and raised up. This man is not kind and his lifestyle is an abomination to You. Please stop this soon.
Thank You, Father, for continuing to heal my husband. He is getting better and stronger with each passing day. He also has a peace to him that I never saw before. The changes have been remarkable and in good ways.
Jesus: “Erin, come up.”
I was immediately in front of Jesus. We were standing on a path that crossed over from a vineyard to a pool in a grove of aspens. I reached up and hugged Him tightly. I put my head on His chest and started to cry. While only for a moment, I became conscious that my tears on His white linen tunic might stain it.
Jesus: “Do not worry, Erin, it is okay to cry. Your tears on My garment will not leave a stain. Your tears are Mine as well as the fabric that is absorbing them.”
He was so kind that my lips began to quiver. His love is so all-consuming that my tears were streaming even harder down my cheeks in appreciation.
Me: “I am sorry, Lord, for everything that I have done. I am sorry for my lack of faith. Please help us, Lord. So many of us need Your healing power and soon! I have been overwhelmed by what feels like the final chapter in my book of life.”
Jesus: Laughing. “Hmm, this does not sound correct, Erin. Your story is not your own. You do not write the story of your life. Those who attempt to do so often hit a roadblock on their path that reads ‘Dead End’. Erin, a dead end is just that and for so many.
“What you perceive as a final chapter is not. First of all, I am not finished with you yet. Your life is not complete. Have My promises been fulfilled yet? Hmm, as far as I can see, only a small handful have been fulfilled.
“Erin, even if I were to determine a day for your end, your life would still not be a ‘dead end’. While your past had eventually led to a death to yourself, your future holds life never-ending. An open door will await you there. You will see a finish line and hear a cheering crowd. Your ‘end’ will be a celebration of joy, not a dark dead end.”
Me: “Does that mean that the door I have been waiting for is the end of me here on Earth?”
Jesus: “No, Erin. This door is just the beginning of a new chapter here on Earth. That’s right, Erin, this will also be for here, not just for ‘in Heaven’.”
Me: “This means that You can bring some of Heaven down here to Earth, right? On Earth as it is in Heaven, right, Lord? Oh Lord, how I pray that this soon come true!”
As I was now jumping up and down in excitement, He was smiling at my child like reaction. I was filled with such happiness that this could happen for us here on Earth.
Jesus: “While your prayer is a good one, this was already a promise that was made by Me as written in My Word and declared by My lips around 2,000 years ago.” He laughed. “Just make sure you remember to not leave out the part about ‘My Father Who art in Heaven, hallowed be Your Name, thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.”
Me: Laughing. “Don’t worry, Lord, I won’t. I will even add in the part about ‘grant us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us. Lead us not into temptation but deliver us from the evil one. For thine is the kingdom, the power and the glory forever…AMEN!”
Jesus: Smiling. “Very good, Erin. I have walked hand in hand with you throughout the years. I have taught you lessons from My Word. If you could see all that I have done with you from the beginning to now, you would see quite a difference in you.
“You have now fully separated your heart from the things the world offers. You have done this as you now know that these things do not last. You have learned that they really have no value other than a measure of earthly worth. You have learned that this is all part of the enemy’s deception.
“Now, I have placed something on your heart. What is this?”
Me: “Yes, Lord. You have placed Your ‘Sermon on the Mount’, as well as events from Sivan 1 to Sivan 8, including Pentecost, on my heart. You have also placed ‘The Lord’s Prayer’ and ‘The Beatitudes’ on my heart. I must admit that all of this somehow makes me feel hopeful for a soon miracle, perhaps even our healing!”
Jesus: “Tell Me all that you have learned from your research.”
Me: “The month of Sivan is only mentioned once in the Bible and is referenced in the Book of Esther. Today represents the celebration of the first day of Sivan, the start of a new month on the Hebrew calendar.
“Tomorrow is the second day of Sivan and is called ‘The Day of Distinction’. This is the day that the Hebrew people accepted the Torah and the day that Moses instructed them to become a kingdom of priests and a holy nation (Exodus 19:6-8).
“On the third day, Moses was instructed to ‘set a boundary’. This boundary was set for the people around the mountain in preparation for the coming revelation to be given three days later (Exodus 19:9-15).
“Together, these three days are called the ‘Three Days of Separation’. This was meant to be a call for the people to prepare themselves for the revelation which was soon to come on Sivan 6. Exodus 19:11,15, ‘Make yourselves ready by the third day’.
“Comments made in the Talmud are as follows: ‘Blessed be our God Who has given a three-fold Torah to a three-fold nation through the one who was third in the third month’. The notes to this then defined each of these ‘threes’ as follows:
- Three-fold Torah: Refers to Torah, prophets and writings
- Three-fold nation: Refers to Kohanim, Levites and Israelites
- The one who was third: Refers to Moses as he was the third child born after his brother Aaron and his sister Miriam
- The third month: References the month of Sivan, the third month in the Hebrew calendar
Jesus: “Very good, Erin. Now, why would I have asked you to do this?”
Me: “Well, I know that You never do anything without meaning and layers, so I am guessing that this might be some sort of pattern we are to learn from.”
Jesus: “Give Me the pattern.”
He smiled at me as He crossed His arms over His chest. He did this good naturedly and I laughed. He is always so gentle and loving. I just wish everyone knew this about Jesus. If so, everyone on Earth would follow Him.
Me: “Well, I see a lot of threes. Third month, third day, etc. I see that it also coincides with Pentecost. It seems like You had blessed the Israelites with Torah and revelation during this time. The Israelites were blessed as a nation and given instructions by You. There was also the three days before You came back from being in the tomb.”
Jesus: “Yes, Erin. I came to set the captives free. After I rose, I appeared to many with revelation. There were also miracles, signs and wonders.”
Me: “Oh Lord, please do the same for us now. So many of us could use these miracles, signs and wonders today. I feel hopeless and tired. I feel like, if You put all of the Beatitudes together into one person, it would be me right now. Well, given my lack of joy these days, perhaps minus the ‘pure at heart’.”
Jesus: Laughing. “Oh Erin, I know…I know. Remember who the Potter is. You are My vessel, a creation of the Potter. The vessel does not shape itself nor does it put itself into the furnace of affliction. It is the Potter Who creates a vessel for His use.
“Now, I have given you some revelation. While I know that you are low in spirit right now, soon, very soon, the dawn will break. I love you, Erin. Do not be discouraged. Do not be afraid as you are loved by the King.” He hugged me.
“This is a new day, Erin, a new day! I have appointed watchmen on your walls. I have assigned angels concerning you to guide you in all of your ways. I have answered your cries for help and I will provide for your needs. Do not worry, Erin, as gifts are coming to you…perhaps even in ‘threes’.” He laughed.
Me: “Do you mean something like ‘Frankincense, gold and myrrh’?”
Jesus: “Yes, Erin, something like this. Just remember that you already have the gift of Me.”
Me: “Oh Lord, You are my treasure! There is no greater gift!”
Jesus: “Your trials will be over soon. A new chapter and a new dawn is on the horizon for you, Erin. I will also breathe new life into you. I love you.”
He hugged me and held me as I cried.
Me: “I love You so much, Lord! You are my treasure.”
Just then, a visual of Psalm 45 came to me, along with the peace of Psalm 46. I smiled at Him as I paraphrased my ensuing thoughts.
Me: “God is within her. She will not fall. God will help her at the break of dawn.”
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