Dream 281 – Jesus and the Raging Storm to soon subside
Received on Monday, May 21, 2018
Communion
Dear Father,
Thank You for one more day! Thank You for a wonderful drive with my family down the coast of Maine. It was a beautiful weekend and such a gift. While we probably spent more than we should of, it was a trip none of us will soon forget. Worth every penny!
Father, my doctor called last Thursday to tell me that the neurosurgeon has declined to perform the surgery because an optic specialist needs to cauterize the vessels that are bleeding. He added that there was another lesion and that this surgery is urgent. Well, it can be as urgent as it wants to be but what happens if there is no specialist that takes this on?
If no one can perform this surgery and I can clearly not perform this myself, I therefore have to give this to You, Father. You are my Creator and You call me friend. I also know that my vessel is finished and will be used in Your service here on Earth.
It is Pentecost week in Israel so I am still hoping for a miracle. Part of the symptoms I now have is memory difficulties. Think something like a ‘momentary brain cramp’. Other symptoms include blurry vision, accompanied by pain in my head.
Thank You, Father, at least it is still fun for me to look at all of the beauty outside. The trees outside of my window has now opened up their leaves and it is so beautiful. I went out to put seeds on the ground and for the birds earlier today. When I did, four of the cutest little red squirrels came up to me to greet me.
Summer is starting now. Our landscape went from brown to green and flourishing within just a few days. This is a divine miracle from You, Father. It is so beautiful outside right now, so thank You, thank You and thank You!
Thank You yet again for our trip on the weekend. The children were laughing so much and it was a great sound to my ears. How much more do You, Father, rejoice in each of Your children. Oh Father, how I delight in You and Your mysterious ways.
Father, everything lovely, beautiful, precious, priceless, glorious, illuminating, refreshing, satisfying, peaceful, fragrant, fulfilling and uplifting is from You. All of this is from You. There is no substitute for You. There is no counterfeit that can do all that You can.
God even sent Jesus to balance the scales so that the captives would have hope. Thanks to His son, the slaves will have victory. Those who are the last shall now be the first thanks to the blood of Jesus.
Oh Father, I surrender my life to Jesus. I surrender myself up for Your purposes. I now truly realize that this world brings no long-term satisfaction. Only God my Creator can cauterize my bleeding. Only He can perform non-invasive surgery on me. This is the best way according to my plan, my hopes and my prayers.
Father, this is my way, but perhaps You might have a different way here. I have no choice but to fully trust in You for our deliverance. I am pleading for a miracle. I ask once again if repentance is needed in Your Heavenly Courts.
Although the Lord has told me that repenting for things already repented for is not helpful, my need for caution and His mercy means I still accidentally do this on occasion. I know this is ridiculous, but I now even repent for my over repenting.
I feel like I have hit a portion of my race wherein a dam has broken over my path. The path is now washed out as a result. I cannot turn back as it would just make my race longer. The storm that is now here is forcing me to ‘shelter in place’ until it subsides.
I now need the Lord to part the raging river that blocks my path or have Him pull me to the other side so I can complete my race. No matter how I look at it though, I am at God’s mercy. Death is now closing in and shouting for me to quit.
Father, You are so quiet right now that Your silence is deafening. How can I finish my race strong with You? Please help me, Father. While I do not recall all of Your promises at this moment, I remember that they each had life to them. I also know that Your promises are for here and now on Earth.
Today is the 7th of Sivan, a day called ‘Beloved of God’. This seems as good a day as any for healing, Lord. Please remove the raging waters before me and calm the storm. Please do this so I can finish my race. Take my life, Lord, and make it perfect in Your ways and for Your glory. All of this is for Your glory and not my comfort…
Jesus: “Erin, come up.”
Jesus is standing on a stone paved path in a grove of aspens. We are between the vineyard and the pool. He waved at me and stretched out His arms to hug me. I ran to Him and wept in His arms. I was wearing a long linen gown.
Jesus: “I have you, Erin, so do not worry. Can you trust in Me just a bit longer?”
Me: Crying. “Yes, Lord.”
Jesus: “The race is not finished for you. Do you remember the words of encouragement I sent to you yesterday?”
Me: “Yes, Lord. It was in a shop in the little village of Camden, ME. A woman, the shop owner, came up to me and told me, ‘God is not finished with you yet. You are part of the ‘army of God’. Stay strong and do not worry!’ This came unsolicited!”
Jesus: “The woman was speaking wisdom to you. How did you respond?”
Me: “I was speechless. I just do not fully understand why she was called to do this.”
Jesus: “Maybe it is because you are Erin and God is God. I know that you care about My Father’s business, but always remember that you only have a small portion of a much larger picture. Now, what do I always do for you, and I mean ‘always’ as an absolute in this case, before a storm comes to you?”
Me: “You send various signs and encouragement. You then prepare my heart to battle each storm.”
Jesus: “That is correct, Erin. Since I do this for you in advance, you can know that I am with you and you are to stand in confidence that I will ensure your deliverance through these trials. Do you remember how difficult things were during your past trials? Do remember how breakthrough always came when things seemed the darkest?
“You would cry out to God even though He seemed absent to you. However, I can assure you, Erin, that I was with you in even the very darkest of storms. Now, what did each of these trials have in common?”
Me: “In all of these cases, I was completely out of earthly options. From a human perspective, there were no options left at all. At this point, everything was up to You and You alone.”
Jesus: “Then who shall you fear if…
- You are beloved by Me
- My Father in Heaven is on the Throne
- Neither Me nor My Father are condemning you, but delight in you instead
- You are in the hands of He who created you
- He gave you your salvation
- He made a way for you in the desert and a way to get you out of the desert
If all of this is true, Erin, then who shall you fear?”
Me: “While I know that all of this is true, Lord, please forgive me for being weak as I am only human. Yes, I am afraid even though I know that I should not fear. Please, Lord, I want to see what comes next. I do not want to lose my eyesight or have my sight grow worse.
“Our children have waited their entire lives for what you will with us next. We are all so excited of whatever all of this will be. However, I now see them losing hope with each passing day and no clear miracles. I feel too much is left here for us to do and that we, as we are right now, are still in an incomplete race.”
Jesus: “So, Erin, what are you requesting from Me?”
Me: “I want to have here on Earth as it is in Heaven and I want this right now.”
Jesus: “You have prayed well and I have heard you. Now, believe well that I can do this and that I will do this.”
Me: “I would not be standing here before You, knocking and seeking, if I did not believe that You can do all things.”
Jesus: Smiling. “I will provide for your needs. I will make all of the storms stop and the waters recede. Now rejoice, Erin, rejoice. I am not finished with you yet. I love you!”
He reached over and gently hugged me. I hugged Him tightly in return. I never wanted to let go…as per usual!
Dream over…
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