Dream 317c – Excerpts from a Personal Word from Jesus
Received on Sunday, January 20, 2019
The following is from another personal word I had with Jesus. While I once again removed the personal parts, there is still plenty worth reading.
Communion
Dear Father,
Thank You for all that You have done for us! Thank You for granting me another day, another day closer to being with You in Heaven. Thank You for keeping the power on in our home as this epic storm has come from the southwest. It is quite a blizzard. I am struggling to come to You today. I ache all over and the bones in my neck are grinding. This is something new and began in the last few weeks.
Father, You have always asked me to be honest with my state of being, as well as towards You in all that I do. I am just thankful You have not struck me down when I have expressed my hurt at the state of everything. You have heard me whining, but I am thankful that You do not give up on me and leave me here to live life without You.
Father, You are the Lifter of my head and the Lover of my soul. I love You, Father, with everything that I am. When I think of everything You have done from the beginning to the end, I stand in awe. I am only a few days away from the end of my eighth and most difficult bridge of my life yet. It is hard to believe that I will begin a new bridge soon. I am also now in the seventh year of the gift of these dreams in communion with You.
I am so thankful, Father. We have been trying to stay upbeat as a family, but it has been difficult. As the Lord told me a few weeks ago, I would have some unfavorable medical reports. He was 100% correct (as per usual). I have been severely discouraged as my condition is declining and there is nothing short of a miracle that will change this.
Several months ago, my doctors here told me that one of my surgeries comes with a risk of loss of sight. In response, I brought some items I love to look at out of storage just in case. Upon scanning the areas of my shelves, I often feel compelled to pray for the families of these items. I wonder about their origins and the generations that came afterwards. I just know there is a good story behind each of their origins.
My tiny devotional area is now filled with pretty things as a result. These are antique items, mostly from France, England and Germany. Almost all of the items are porcelain or earthenware and most are either chipped, cracked or not in working order. Many have no markings or history of the item.
When it comes to porcelain and pottery, given how fragile they are, it is always shocking that they have made it this far. I smile and think of my devotional room to God as lovely. Even though most of the pieces are broken, chipped and damaged, they are still lovely to me. I smiled as I realized that this is an analogy to how God loves us. I include myself in this mix.
He looks on all of us as His Creation, lovely in His eyes, but damaged from the world’s perspective. Incidentally, I only keep these items in my small devotional area. The rest of the house remains free from clutter and antique items. These are relegated to my small area only. Anyway, if I were to give my own ‘State of the Union’ address, it would be like this…‘I am still pressing forward in hope as I know that You, God, will fulfill all of Your promises!’
I have been so sad lately about all of the children dying. One child’s death in particular, a brutal murder, bothered me to the point that I wept. Thankfully, the Lord reminded me that He has all of the children and I was not to worry about them. I still grieve for those that remain and mourn though. The Lord then gave me a vision that provided me with such comfort…
Vision description begins…
I was looking over a large park area. It was full of trees, flowers and butterflies. The weather was absolutely perfect. As I looked closer, I saw hundreds of beautiful toddlers. They were all laughing and playing. To my delight, I then saw hundreds of the cutest baby animals. The children were taking turns playfully chasing these animals and then the chasing would be reversed. There was so much joy and laughter coming from these children that I came out of this vision with a huge smile on my face.
Vision description over…
Oh yes, there is something that I have not described before. When I am in Heaven, everything is so vivid and with colors that I cannot describe as there is no earthly comparison. When I see a vision like this (or when I have a dream), it is so perfectly clear. It is always such a disappointment coming out of this as the Earth is just so…well…grey, for a lack of a better word, in comparison. Oh, we have so much to look forward to in Heaven!
Jesus: “Erin, come up.”
Today, Jesus met me right where I was. We were at the archway between the vineyard and the aspen grove.
Me: Crying. “Lord, all of this is too much for me. I am sad. Lord, You bless us, but then the enemy pounces. A close friend of ours has treated me like a fraud and it hurts so much. Lord, ever since I was a little girl, all those close to me have eventually turned against me. Other than my husband, my children and my faithful friends on the Nest, I can count on five fingers those who have never turned against me and it hurts. My own family especially. What if You turn too? What if my children turn? I would be all alone. What if I hurt others? Lord, what if…”
He put His finger to my mouth to quiet me. He then held me.
Jesus: “I know, Erin, I know. It is okay. I am here with you and I will never leave you. Because you love Me and you stay here with Me, I will move Heaven and Earth on behalf of you. The judgment of the world will soon be far from you. Do not worry as you have done nothing wrong.”
Me: “Lord, I am really scared! This is You here, right?”
Jesus: “Erin, if I was not in your life, your troubles would be different. By the world’s standards, you would have been blessed materially. However, you would have had a heart condition. You would have been focused on material things instead of Me. Well then, how about you and I instead stay this course and you continue to give your life to Me as we proceed?
“Now, I promised you long ago that I would care for you, remove your prison clothes and release you from your captors. I have placed you at a seat of honor at My table. I speak tenderly to you, giving you a regular allowance. I care for you as long as you are here in the world. This means that I will also shelter you from the wicked schemes of the enemy. They will not prevail against you.
“Now, I have not forgotten you, Erin. I know that you are anxious, but please do not be.”
Me: “Lord, but we are in a frozen state right now.”
Jesus: “Oh Erin, give Me your life, your finances, your children, your marriage and your health. Yes, give Me your animals too. I delight in you. I will shut the mouths of the wicked against you. I will not allow anything to harm you. Erin, I won’t! This is a great time of change for you. However, it will be a joyful time for you. You have paid a hundred times more than those doing harm and you have not seen justice. However, you will and very soon. I have not forgotten all that you have been through and now My recompense is with Me. Erin, I am here.”
Me: Crying. “Oh Lord, please heal me. My bones are broken and rubbing together now. I am so sorry, Lord. If You would, for my birthday, could You heal our household and grant my husband an amazing job? Please, Lord?”
Jesus: “I said I will and I will, but I will do even more. Those who have come against you will apologize. I have something for you. I love you, Erin. Now, rejoice! Rejoice! I am with you. No weapons formed against you shall prosper. I have you. Do not worry. The door is soon to open, as well as the floodgates from Heaven. There will be so much that you will be unable to contain it.”
Me: Laughing and joking. “Oh no! Is it water as in a flood?”
Jesus: Laughing. “No, Erin, not ordinary water…Living Water! Living water, blessings and miracles! Your enemies will turn and be in awe. They will be terrified. Do you still not see what you are to Me?”
Me: “It is hard when I am in pain. I am sorry.”
Jesus: “I have been with you for your entire life and your husband’s. You were planned to be together for this time. Together, you and your children are with Me. Therefore, I will bless you. I have tucked you away here and soon you will be brought out.” He lifted my chin.
Me: “Thank You, Lord!”
Jesus: “I delight in you. Erin, soon I will give you the desires of your heart. The wicked will be helpless against all of you. I love you. You are in My favor. The one called ‘not in My favor’ is soon to be elevated amongst men. Your enemies will be terrified.”
Me: “This is You, Lord, right?”
Jesus: Laughing. “Yes, Erin! I love you!”
Dream over…
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