Dream 321 – Jesus and Prayers after a Precious Baby dies
Received on Wednesday, February 13, 2019
Communion
Dear Father,
Thank You for all that You have done for us! You are the grantor of miracles for Your glory. You are our Healer and the Great Physician over all. You are also the giver of the gift of life. You will carry us Home when our journey here closes. Though I am sometimes scared to let go when it involves my children, I trust You fully with my life.
However, Father, I am here today to make another case. I am looking over Matthew 27:52-53 in making this case. These are two verses that always get skipped over in church. It was when the graves opened and You led those ‘sleeping’ from the cemetery into the Holy City. This happened on the very day that You died for us on the Cross. Many dead were brought back to life on the same day that You died.
What an incredible miracle this must have been for those who had lost loved ones. However, this must have also been incredibly terrifying for those who saw enemies suddenly reappear, enemies that they thought were long gone. We also cannot exclude the possibility that this reappearance of the dead had also included children.
Father, You are God over all of us. You are the God Who holds my heart, determines my days and breathes life into me. I hereby declare blessings over Your saints. I offer up my heart, my soul and all of my strength to the One Who holds the keys to life and death. After writing this last sentence down, I decided to pray the Lord’s Prayer. After doing so, I started to plea with God…
Oh Father, I cannot hide anything from You as You know everything. With that in mind, I pray to You that my petition is good. My heart is broken into a million pieces right now. I am in deep distress for my very dear friend who just lost her baby girl after a lengthy battle with lung problems. Well, Father, I am holding up this child to You right now.
Her mother had decided to not say a ‘real goodbye’ to her baby as she is holding onto the possibility that she will still be ‘woken up from her sleep’. My friend does not believe that this battle is over. While only You know all, I personally am in agreement with her as I believe it is possible that this precious baby has been a part of a ‘heavenly battle’.
How can I tell someone who just lost their baby to remain patient? You showed me that her child was playing in Heaven, along with a little boy. They were playing with baby animals. There was even a perfectly shaped elephant, yet only the same size as a medium dog. Super cute times a thousand doesn’t cut it! I saw her and the boy chasing these animals playfully and then them chasing them back.
After showing me these images briefly, the vision was then shut. Father, did You show me this vision in order to prepare us for the possibility that my friend’s beautiful baby will remain in Heaven? If so, what about the mother’s dreams? She believes You showed her something different. She believes that You showed her baby being woken up and living again.
Well, I do not know the answers to these questions, Lord, only You do! What I do know is that I have seldom cried as hard as I did for my friend’s loss. Oh Father, what can I say to get You to turn from what seems to be our continued punishment and have You bless us instead? Can I do anything? Oh Father, we need help! We pray for Your help, in Jesus’ Mighty Name, Amen!
Jesus: “Erin, come up.”
Jesus was there immediately to meet me. He smiled and looked so happy to see me. I smiled back, but quickly dropped my head and started to cry.
Me: “Oh Lord, my grief is so great. I stood in front of a school authority on behalf of the Christian teens at a Christian school. After doing so, I just knew I would then be under attack. Sure enough, we were. We were under attack all day. We were attacked personally, financially and physically. However, the worst attack came later that day. Oh Father, one of your little ones died on Monday.
“When I found out, I cried and could not stop. I then yelled at You. Oh Lord, I am so sorry for yelling at You. My heart broke into a million pieces. Oh Lord, please raise this child from her slumber. While I know she was in pain here, You gave me a vision of her playing with a little boy and some baby animals.” I began to cry even harder. “Oh Father, this world is painful, truly painful!”
Jesus: “Yes, it is. Erin, your faith is good.”
Me: “Thank You, Lord, but sometimes I wonder. I desire to move great mountains. Well, wait, that is not what I truly desire. What I really want to do is to use Your power to raise this little girl up. So many would then see Your miracle!”
Jesus: “Yes, I know this would be good. However, I prepared you for this by giving you three separate visions of Me carrying the child and the child playing here.”
Me: “Yes, Lord. You have reassured me that she now resides here with You. However, will You not please consider the miracle of lifting her up from her slumber?”
Jesus: “I have seen you diligently studying the works of Elijah, Elisha and Peter, as well as Mine. I know your request and it is good. Erin, I have heard your declaration.”
Me: “Will You not also change all of us?”
Jesus: Smiling. “Erin, I have plans for you. I have plans for your children. I have plans for those I have called to you during this time…your friends and their families. There are no accidents that all of you have been brought together for such a time as this. Now, I have a question for you. As a parent, do you reveal all things to your children?”
Me: Laughing. “Absolutely not. I only share things that benefit them, instruct them or will add to their future. If I shared how I felt physically or the worry I sometimes have, it would not benefit them. They would worry. No good can come with sharing all of our plans with our children.”
Jesus: “Okay, then can you trust Me when I tell you that I do things for your benefit and because there is a better plan in place? As you have gone further in trust for Me, things I withheld from you confused you as you had wanted answers with options. Do you remember not so long ago when I removed all of your options except for two options?
“The first option was you staying where you were in the desert and losing everything. The second option was for you to trust Me fully and allow Me to move you away from the desert. You took the second option and then gave Me full control. Now that I had control, I covered the costs, I released your children and I sent you to a beautiful land far away from your troubles.
“I also gave you a helpmate, someone who would then stand and fight on your behalf and on your children’s behalf. During this time away from the desert and in the land of the trees, I drew you even closer to Me. Your children now know that I am with you. They long to see My miracles. Since they have witnessed miracles already, they believe Me when I say that something great is soon to come.
“Now, everything I have done is for your benefit and those around you who love Me. At times, it seems that I give and then take away. While you praise Me most of the time, you also question your faith at times. Erin, all of this pushing and pulling is part of the process of building your faith. It has worked, Erin, as you are now fully reliant on Me for everything. This is a good place to be!”
Me: “Lord, I see a storm-tossed sea in front of me. I am becoming worse physically, not better. I rarely have any ‘good days’ now. There is nothing I can do but wait for You to appear on the water to call me out. I am scared, Father. I am an unused vessel.”
Jesus: “Erin, the time of My arrows is very soon, but not today.”
Me: “I am also asking You to please give me the very words I need to declare so that life is breathed back into my friend’s daughter. Even the hospital staff was devastated at the news of her daughter’s passing. Lord, while this would be the ultimate miracle to us, it would be easy for You to do as You are the God of the Impossible. Please, Lord! Will you please consider this, Lord?”
Jesus: “The grief I have seen is difficult. I know this as I was there. I personally carried the child Home in My arms. No war in the Heavenlies could stop Me. Always remember that she was Mine to begin with, she still is now and she will continue to be forever and ever. Erin, she is Mine, on Earth as it is in Heaven. I have heard your request and this is how I will answer you…
- If the child rises by the end of the fourth day (up until nightfall, Friday, February 15th, 2019), I have answered your blessings and declarations of new life on Earth.
- If she is not raised during this time, I have decided to keep her here with Me.
“Now, do you understand that there are good cases to be made for both sides? Do you understand that the miracle being requested would cause a very specific shockwave?”
Me: “Yes, Lord, I understand.” I started to laugh after I finished my sentence.
Jesus: Smiling. “Why are you laughing?”
Me: “I found it funny that you would use that particular term.”
Jesus: “Well, this is not an accident. Soon there will be miraculous displays and wonders from those I have called, as well as counterfeit miracles and wonders from the enemy. Now, if I was to raise the child, this would be a very ‘public display’. Once this took place, trouble, both good and bad, would then descend on the child’s mother. The mother and all of her children would then be marked as Mine and all of them would be the subject of trouble.”
Me: “I now understand both sides of the issue, Lord, so thank You. However, my friend and her daughter both already live for You. If these four days are not the appropriate time to raise the child, then perhaps it could happen at the time of Your Army being raised. In Your Word, we are told that the ‘dead in Christ’ shall be raised first. I believe that this is us, the figurative ‘dead’, who are waiting for you. However, perhaps this could also include some of the physically dead coming to life, including this child.”
Jesus: Smiling. “Oh Erin, you are wise in your bargaining. Yes, this alternative would be more beneficial for all, yet would still have the same effect, understand? This child would then be a part of a ‘larger army’ rather than a ‘lone public spectacle’. Her family would then not need to hide in the shadows. This would be beneficial for all.”
Me: “Okay, Lord, but why not wake the child up right now? What if we do not want to continue to wait until Transformation?”
Jesus: Smiling. “Oh Erin, I already told you what I am willing to do. If she is not awakened from ‘sleeping’ by the end of the fourth day (up until nightfall, Friday, February 15th, 2019), then you must accept My way as better for now. Can you do this?”
Me: Crying. “Yes, Lord, but I do not like it.”
Jesus: “I know, Erin, but try to remember that the child is very happy here. She runs, laughs and smells flowers. She has family and friends. She plays with the little animals and they all love her. She never stops smiling. It is not so bad here!”
Me: “Lord, You are breaking my heart. I thought You had plans for her here with her mother. Almost a year of suffering and for what? My faith is being crushed.”
Jesus: “Erin, I spoke to you about this before. Sometimes miracles are immediate and sometimes there is a process. Do you know why?”
Me: “No.”
Jesus: “Because there are many factors involved. Now, take this…” He opened His hand. He was holding a plain looking rock. It looked uneven and broken. It seemed to have a dark, dirty, cloudy crystal. “Look closely. Do you know what this is? It is a diamond. However, there is much more involved to move it from this stage to this.” He opened His other hand. He was holding a finished diamond that was cut with beautiful facets. It was flawless and had so much sparkle. “See, Erin, there is a process.”
Me: Still pouting. “I do not accept this, Lord. After all, You can simply rain down as many faceted diamonds from Open Heaven as You want to.”
Jesus: Laughing. “Yes, you are right. I can. I can also produce large perfect pearls. However, there is a process with making pearls as well. Erin, this child is My pearl. Her trials produced luster for eternity here. Her mother is also My pearl and she is not finished. Now, let’s see what happens. However, no matter what happens, you must accept the outcome.”
Me: “Yes, Lord. Since You have not shut the door completely, I now give this situation to You completely. I just wanted to make sure that I was doing all that You required. I was also wondering if my faith, petitions and prayers were needing a boost.”
Jesus: Laughing. “No, Erin. If you needed a ‘boost’, I would tell you what to do. I would instruct you in the way you should go. Do not worry, My little arrow, as I will soon light your flame. I will then use you. Now, rejoice! I am the God Who loves you and answers your cries. I do what is best concerning you.” I began to cry again. “Please do not cry. I will heal your brokenness. I will also bring joy to the heart of your friend again. I will bring life back to your heart too, Erin. I love you!”
He placed my hand over His heart and placed His hand over mine. He then placed my hand over my heart and placed His hand over mine.
Jesus: “I promise to heal your brokenness and breathe new life into you. I love you. I promise that I have never revoked my promises.”
He kissed the top of my head as I wept. He lifted my head, looked into my eyes and smiled. He had such a sympathetic smile. His comforting love overwhelmed me to the point that I was able to smile back at Him.
Me: “I love You!”
Jesus: “Erin, joy comes in the morning.”
Dream over…
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