Dream 339 – Jesus and our feet are readied for service
Received Sunday, June 30, 2019
Thank You! Just thank You. Thank You that, when I am with You, You are always safe to be with. Unlike my main enemy, You were not sent to destroy me. Father, I am struggling right now and I need Your help. My children are under attack while visiting this ongoing enemy of mine, their father. The very first thing he did was begin his nonstop interrogation of my daughter and younger son, but mainly my son.
He pulled my son away privately and said all sorts of horrible things about me. He said lie after lie after lie and these are everchanging. In the meantime, I have not disparaged him nor have I made up any stories. My son was quite upset as his dad claims to have court documents that I am ‘things too horrible to repeat’.
He also found out that my husband is not working. Smelling weakness, he then told my son that there were grounds for him coming after us legally. Of course, this is all unfounded, but their father is a master manipulator and my sons have Asperger’s. They simply don’t stand a chance against him and have trouble seeing his lies as a result.
Father, this enemy has done horrible things to me and his own kids. However, the statute of limitations has now expired on his crimes. I am not sure if I can even go back and press charges for his crimes even if I wanted to. Let’s just say it would be difficult. Oregon introduced limitations into their laws just two years ago. Prior to that, there were no limitations.
Father, the very heart condition I have today stems from the drug he snuck into my food. It is on record. It went to the Grand Jury. The evidence is in police storage. It is all there. Father, help! Why didn’t I stand against him years ago? Why is he still being given an audience? Where is my voice or the voice of my children? #voiceoftruth!
Father, I have not asked point blank before, but I am asking now. Please administer Your justice. We were forgotten. My sons have special needs. This was caused when their father was secretly drugging me during both their pregnancies. My daughter would have been the same, but You supernaturally protected me so that he was unable to do this during my pregnancy with her.
I know this to be true as You have specifically told me that the very afflictions my sons have are related to what their father did to me when we were still together. Father, please rise up and help us. Please help me. While I know I did stupid things as a child, in my youth and while in college, I had limited understanding back then. I was not a Christian. What is my crime? Why is he allowed to continue to spread lies about me?
While my enemy claims to be a Christian, there is no evidence other than he sometimes attends church. With him, there is no modesty, no wisdom and no bridled tongue. Here I am with my children and the enemy is there at every turn. Even though we took no child support from him except for a tiny amount for a very short period, this enemy lies and tells everyone that he is paying me a fortune. Just more of his lies!
Father, I went through all of the papers. So many people came forward to help us while I endured the courts. There were counselors, case workers, friends, childcare workers and teachers. All came to my defense with court declarations. However, in the end, the person with the most money can destroy the other person, regardless of innocence. My enemy, thanks to his rich parents, have the deep pocketbook.
Father, You allowed me to be desecrated. I even had to prove that I was a good mother. I had to do this, not just in the court, but also in the court of public opinion and beyond. The evidence was overwhelmingly solid against this man, but I still then had to watch helplessly as none of it seemed to matter to the judge. I was so disheartened.
This man’s abuse soon made it so my boys had behavioral issues at school. Various teachers reported signs of trauma to the authorities while the boys were in his care. I then would find out much later that he would then secretly threaten and attack anyone who wanted to help our kids. He would then cover this up with well-crafted lies.
Father, there is no limits to this person’s evil. In Scripture, You say that ‘wisdom is proved right by her children’. Well, Father, I need You to show me this. I have lived a difficult journey in an unfair world. Father, my children love You and their hearts are upon Your ways. They pray for help and You send help. How blessed am I?
Jesus: “Erin, come up.”
I saw the Lord at the end of the path. His arms were open wide. I was standing at the edge of a massive vineyard. I turned back to look and saw a record number of harvesters and angels. There was joyous music. There was a great celebration of saints and angels harvesting the vineyard.
I wanted to join them and have fun too, but this was not ‘my time’ for this. I turned to Jesus and He had now come closer to where I was. I picked up my linen dress and ran. Tears streamed down my cheeks. Even though my heart felt like it was breaking, I still felt joy in the Lord. I still felt so glad that He had called me. I ran straight into His arms.
Me: “Lord, did I do all of this for nothing? Evil continues on its course and I have no ability to stop it. I need You, Lord. I am tired of being slandered. I am tired of being trounced by this man and so are my children. Will You not help us?”
Jesus: “Oh Erin, do you not understand who you are to Me? I know all you have endured. I know the mocking, the ridicule and the lies.”
Me: “Lord, I love You. I do not feel like I have done enough. Have I not done enough?”
Jesus: “By My Words to Simon (Luke 7:44-47), ‘Do you see this woman? I came into your house, you did not give Me any water for My feet, but she wet My feet with her tears and wiped them with her hair. You did not give Me a kiss, but this woman, from the time I entered, has not stopped kissing My feet. You did not put oil on My head, but she has poured perfume on My feet. Therefore, I tell you, her many sins have been forgiven as her great love has shown.’ Erin, it is I Who has allowed this to come.”
He reached for my hand and brought me to the beautiful pool. There was a waterfall on one entire wall. There was also a shallow end. There, the Lord took a pitcher of water and poured it into a basin. He then placed the basin under my feet. Tears were now streaming down my cheeks. He then poured water over my feet. He then washed my feet with His hands. He looked up at me and smiled.
Jesus: “Beautiful are the feet that bring Good News.”
He wiped my feet with a small linen-like cloth. He then reached over to a beautiful small bottle that had incredible carvings and a stopper. He took the lid off and poured oil over my feet. The fragrance smelled like myrrh, white ginger and jasmine. I remained completely silent as I was having trouble comprehending all that He was doing. He poured some more of the oil in the palm of His hand and poured it over my head.
Jesus: “You did not first choose Me, Erin, I chose you. I have never forgotten even one moment of your struggles, not one. However, in everything, you have come to Me as you are, in all of your lack, as well as all you have gained. I pour out on you the oil of joy. However, and much more than this, I have declared that you are ready and that My favor is upon you.
“I will now send calamities on those who have set an evil course against you. Their evil deeds will come to nothing. However, since you have placed your trust in Me to deliver you from your enemies instead of pursuing your own course against them, I will now honor you above your enemies.”
Me: “Lord, who are my enemies?”
Jesus: “My Father’s Courts are filled with those who entertain evil in pursuit of their self-edification. However, and even more so, evil is proved right by their actions. While they will soon cry out and declare their holiness, My Father will instead say, ‘what have you done for My servants?’ Now unable to lie, they will confess and, by their own lips, will condemn themselves.
“Now, you are a royal priesthood, My chosen, those who I love. It is I Who possess your hearts. Erin, I love My ‘possessions.’” He smiled and pointed at my heart. “Do not worry when men seem to succeed in their evil ways. I tell you the truth…they will one day be no more. You will look for them, but they will be gone.
“Erin, it has been 14 years since justice in the courts of the world wronged you. Perhaps you will see this all corrected very soon.” He smiled at me in a way that I knew that the word ‘perhaps’ did not need to be there. I laughed. “Remember that I am with you wherever you go. I will not leave you nor will I forsake you. When evil comes as a strike against you, you will not be harmed because I am with you.
“What they do not know is that, when they strike you, they are also striking Me. Cursed be the man who comes against Me. I will protect you. I will save your children. Are you ready for what I have planned for you?” He smiled again. “I promise it will bring you joy. The harvest is ready and the workers are few.” He nudged me good-naturedly.
Me: Laughing. “Yes, Lord. Hey, perhaps in honor of 14 years, You could give me a big John 14 speech?”
Jesus: Smiling. “Oh, I see, you are ready for the ‘divine send off into the world of miracles.’”
Me: “Well, yes, please, Lord. As You know, I am no longer in ‘designer PJ’s’!” We both laughed. “Say, how about John 15, 16 or 17. Jesus, yes, please, John 17 too!”
Jesus: He became quiet as He thought. “While you are asking of that which is good, there is much more to this. I have shown you your place with Me today. While this is similar, it is a different application, a different time. I will not hand you over to be persecuted. I will instead use your beautiful feet to bring Good News, good food, clean refreshing water and medicine to heal by the power I give you. This will not be by the hands of men, but by My hands. You are a chosen people, a royal priesthood.”
Me: “Like the ‘Secret Service’, but for Heaven? On Earth as it is in Heaven?”
Jesus: He smiled and chuckled. “Well, yes. You cannot be apart from Me. Once joined as a Bride with her Groom, they cannot be separated. My Words you speak of were warnings about the world, instructions about remaining in Me versus operating apart from Me. However, this is different for all of you, understand?
“I am in you and you in Me. You are not a citizen of the world, but that of Heaven. Therefore, Heaven will be visible in you to those who dwell in darkness. Now rejoice, Erin, as I have washed your feet and anointed you with the oil of joy. Now come with Me and let us enjoy the ‘Great Harvest Celebration’. Come!”
He reached for my hand and we walked together towards the vineyard.
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