Dream 923 – Don’t Veer Off-Course
** Please note that from dream 912 to dream 926, the links had been changed for a period of time for privacy reasons due to life-upending personal events that are revealed in the following messages. Please know that what is shared here only scratches the surface of what truly transpired. Now that we are settled in a new season of life, we are ready to share these details with you. We appreciate your patience and understanding. Blessings, the SC9 team.
Received on Sunday, October 12, 2025
Communion
Dear Father,
Thank You for another day here! Thank You for Your special care and grace over us. I’m burdened Father–my heart is grieving and heavy. Staying busy helps lessen the burden I feel. I can’t remember everything. Though I try, sometimes I fail.
All of this has been a lot on me and the kids. But especially me. I went back over old entries in my journals and wondered if I could’ve done better. I truly did all I know to do. Sometimes in life there are no answers to our questions until one day we meet face-to-face. Be with me, Father, and please don’t allow anyone to take advantage of me in my weakened state.
The movers are to come this week. My son kept adding things to the moving truck–so much he was sentimental about. I understand this, but I was okay to let go go the majority of everything to start fresh.
The movers were so organized and thorough. I never received a phone call from the border patrol questioning the mover of the truck. All the paperwork was in order. I don’t believe I could’ve pulled this off without a miracle from You, Father! Thank You!
I received an offer for the home after the first buyer pulled his offer during our drive across the U.S. After some negotiating, we settled on an amount and I’m praying, Father, that all goes well.
I will need to fly back to sign papers–not just for the house but also for settling more of Jeff’s affairs. Then I have to go back to our previous home to clean it. I figure it will take me a few days, then I can fly home to Bend before American thanksgiving.
It might be awhile before I can speak about everything that happened. I have been crushed and pressed like an olive and I’m so emptied. I’m still in shock. I don’t like to have any quiet time alone right now–it’s the quiet spaces of time which bring me such grief.
To make matters even more alarming–the greatest enemy I have is busy doing something to make me afraid here. He is trying to get my physical address and information. At each turn in my life he has been there to try to destroy me. Any joy–he is there to strip me. Any peace–he makes war. My kids have warned me that he is gathering information. I finally phoned him last night and asked him why he needs to know. He was stuttering and thrown off guard by my call, saying, “no reason, just curious”.
I had a dream a few nights ago of three black-brown turkeys with red feet, gobblers, neck and head. They were friendly and glad to see me. Their black feathers were iridescent and beautiful.
In another dream, my two dogs had run off in a horribly dark place and I struggled to find them–but finally gathered them both safely into my car.
Father, this area has changed. So many things I still remember, but the population has increased and so many are focused on material wealth. I know You have us here for a reason which is very good, but I must admit my tolerance for most of this is very low. Pretentious, boastful mouths–it’s like a mini California is here now. Not all Californians are like this, primarily the ones from Montecito, Orange County, Pebble Beach area, Monterey, etc. I spoke to one of my old friends here and she confirmed this is why she stopped being an interior designer and sold her shop.
It’s also funny to see people looking at me to try to figure out how they know me. Especially several people I knew who weren’t very nice to me before. When they ask I tell them I just moved here. I have been surprised to see so many faces I recognize from more than 16 years ago.
Father, I want to keep to myself until You call me to greater work. I don’t want to move ahead of You.
Jesus: “Erin, I’m here. I’m with you and I will never leave you. I know this has been difficult for you, but I have guided each one of your steps.”
Me: “It has truly been right, left, right. One task down, then the next. I misstep when I try to do too many things at once. Lord, when I see photos of our old home or my family at our home together–none of it seems real. When reality hits me about all that just happened, I am in disbelief. It’s very painful, Lord. I still don’t understand all of this.”
Jesus: “Keep your focus on Me. Erin, if you only knew what was prevented here, you would not be as upset. Please understand that none of this surprised God. I was not caught unaware. In your heart you knew something was very wrong. Always remember to all those I have called, do not veer off-course–don’t go right when I say go left. Don’t stop and turn back when I say go forward. Do not veer off-course.
“When this happens, wisdom is proved right by stopping your actions to go your own way and correcting by turning back to Me–God. Even when you don’t like how long the road is or how your own speculations on timing or the conditions of the route were.
“Last year in the summer, your home was to be listed for sale–but if you recall certain words and promises I gave were taken to frame every condition of the circumstance. Well, had you just did as I instructed then all these promises would’ve been fulfilled–just not as Jeff was expecting.”
Me: “He was very specific. When the conditions weren’t met, then Jeff pulled us back to waiting again. It was very difficult. Then came my surgery, Zoey’s death, and everything else spiralled.”
Jesus: “When I say do this, then do it. You will be rewarded for obeying My voice. Jeff had a time of wrestling with Me which never stopped. He was unhappy with Me.”
Me: “I’ve been unhappy too, Lord–but I love You.”
Jesus: “I love you. There are consequences to remaining stagnant from a position of fear–but this escalated, and you know the course this took. At any time he could’ve turned back.”
Me: “I should’ve pushed, Lord.”
Jesus: “All of this is about the heart, Erin. Not your comfort, not perfection here–just that at the end of each day, your heart remains Mine! Your heart is Mine and I am in you. The rest you can trust Me for. I promise you good things. I know it’s difficult to see things now as good, but I promise you–I will never leave you.
“My favor is upon you. I have used you to measure hearts and many have said cruel things about you because of this. Your journey has been painful, but I plan to give you joy and rest. The greater things are still to come and you will be used by Me to heal hearts and point those who are lost to Me and the hope of Heaven and the New Earth.
“I know you are tired, my warrior and my Bride. I know your battles have been more than you had anticipated, but know that I am here. I will provide for you as I always have. I have never stopped My promises for you and My favor.”
Me: “Lord, the 22nd day has come and gone and the gift given was removed. Did I do something wrong?”
Jesus: “No, not at all, but you will need to be patient as you will quickly see what was released for you. I will send word from My Sanctuary. Now, when you have questions or doubts, pray–I will answer you. I know you are afraid as you will be facing great giants on your path. But remember who I am. I am greater than all which is before you. I will remove all threats and I will send angels to guard you in all you do.
“I know you feel trampled and tired but I am here to carry you. I am with you. Do not be afraid, I am here and I have never removed My favor upon you! Be at peace, Erin.”
Dream over…
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