Dream 958 – SparrowCloud9

Dream 958 – Aftershocks

Received on Sunday, July 5, 2026

Communion

Dear Father,

Thank You for another day here! Thank You for all You’ve done for me! Thank You for our beautiful Nest–built next to Your Altar–the Altar of God. Father, please bless each and every sparrow who visits there. Let it be a sanctuary where all the sparrows gather and sing Your praises.

You remove the former house and You take away things in our lives which are no longer beneficial to the new way You have made. At every turn, You, in our journey of life here, navigate the best way forward for us.

Day before yesterday was the launch of our new Nest. I had been kept out of the former Nest and actually so too, the house before it–the Barn. Some barriers were purposeful by others, but really looking back I realize this was also by Your hand.

You, Father, are the ultimate Agent of change and the Architect of every dwelling we reside in, every church, every altar, every home, and even the Sparrow’s Nest–“the home for the least of these”. Thank You for sending trusted help and talent to put all this together. Thank You for removing us from a great enemy stronghold. Please watch over each of us here. Please send all the signs, miracles and wonders You promised You would send to each sparrow who dwells here as well as their families and all they have. I dedicate this huge endeavor back to You, Father, for never giving up on me when I was ready to give up on myself many times. I’m excited about what is to come as Heaven is soon to be revealed upon the Earth. With You anything is possible and perfect. Thank You.

Father, please bless the hands You sent to create this Nest and the countless hours spent on preparations. Please bless our sparrow engineer as well as our guardian at the gate sparrow who worked to prepare such a wonderful place! Please also bless our moderators and translators!

We are grateful to You, Father, for all You have done to bless us! We love You! It was a wonderful and successful migration home. It was fitting that this was finished by July 4th, Independence Day!

Now I have only a few more personal tasks to complete and my former home (the old Nest) will be behind me. It’s been a year since the horrible events began in our home in Canada. I keep trying to put the events behind me but they resurface, especially when I have vivid dreams which You’ve sent me, Father.

Last week I had been looking at a very rickety shredded sea grass trunk which I had owned since 1996–30 years old. Over time the bottom had begun to shred. I decided it was time to empty it and send it to the garage which is the stop before the dump. While going through the contents, I discovered two journals from 2022, during this exact time four years ago. I placed them in my office area. I’ve learned over the years that of the hundreds of journals I have found that when a couple show up, it is solely by Your Hand.

Yesterday my daughter and I watched the fireworks on Awbrey Butte, here in Bend. It had been 17 years since we were here last and it had just been my daughter and I that summer of 2009. We took Caspian with us to experience the display and after they finished we drove home. It was surreal to be here again.

When I laid down, I prayed and thanked You for bringing us home to Bend. I prayed that I would never disappoint You in this life as Your daughter and child. I could hear Caspian dreaming while I prayed. Then I drifted off to sleep.

Sub-dream 1 “The ATV Ride & The Scroll-Sky” begins…

I was standing in the upper yard area in front of the bridge which crosses over the small brook at our old home in New Brunswick. I could see the path that Jeff had been working on as well as the two chairs overlooking the rocky area of the property. These massive outcroppings of chiseled rock lined the banks of the small stream below. It was a beautiful setting.

I then turned back to where our house was to see if the new owners were moved in but there was no longer a home at all. It was nothing but a field with boulders and tall grass. I ran back over to the area where our home had been and there was no remnant of it at all. There was no foundation or evidence that there had been a home there.

I looked around and I heard Scout–our chief of police crow. I turned and there was our old bird feeder, still there and there was seed in it. There was no home below us on the hill, nor were there any homes in the lots above us.

I ran back over the bridge and I could still see the small remnant of gray ash on the path near the two chairs. I sat on one of the chairs and spoke, “Lord, where is our home? It’s been plowed down.”

My heart began to ache. A gut-wrenching pain came over me. Just then, I felt a hand on my shoulder–it was the angel I don’t have a name for.

Angel: “Do you want to go for a ride with me? God requests your presence.”

I began to cry and nod.

Me: “Where’s our house?”

Angel: “Erin, I know. I know the former house is gone, only the new remains. You must let go and let all of us under God’s command to take it from here. Come, let’s go.”

I got up and followed him to the ATV in the field. As we approached, all the birds which once came to the feeders as well as the small animals and even the deer were on it or near it.

Angel: “No no no–God didn’t call any of you into His courts today. You can fly or follow but eventually you will have to drop away.”

They looked defeated. He motioned for me to get into the passenger seat.

Me: “Can you transport them to Bend?”

Angel: “Do I look like the angel over wildlife transport?” He smiled.

Me: “I’ll ask God.”

Angel: “Deal.”

He went so fast up the road, I couldn’t believe it. I went to survey the area behind me. He immediately stopped the ATV and turned it towards our area. There were tall trees and a thick forest next to some dairy farms.

Me: “There’s nothing there.”

Angel: “Well, there are trees and fields and these birds and animals would disagree with you.”

Me: “Sorry, I meant there are no homes. This must have been years before.”

Angel: “This is the area in the year of 2008–when your heart had stopped. There had been a plot in place to destroy you that year. But God moved in a mighty way. His promises are true always.”

Me: “I had no idea.”

Angel: “He commanded us to prepare this place for you in advance and brought you here. When your times were complete here, He removed you. There was a war here you could not see, it was epic. The enemy sent troubles to you through those closest to you. All meant to strike you down permanently; you and your children.”

Me: “It was brutal.”

Angel: “You truly don’t know the half of this. One day you will. Okay, this just in–there will be a detour today from God. You will see Him another day in His Throne Room. He has rerouted this trip to show you something. Buckle up.”

He brought the ATV to a clearing in a field near where our old home was. The birds and animals and now some deer were all around us. The angel got out of the vehicle and moved some things around.

Angel: “Hey, all of you,” addressing the wildlife, “it would be a good time to scatter now, if you know what I’m talking about.”

All of them quickly fled. I waved. One little chipmunk seemed to wave at me on his hind legs. The angel got back in and the ATV–now mini-helicopter plane–lifted up off the ground.

Me: “Where are we going?”

Angel: “You are buckled, right?”

Me: “Yes.”

Just then the sky rolled back to the left and right. Above that, or still part of the sky, was a great divide. On one side was an army of darkness–vile creatures half human and animal. Some had one eye, some three. These massive demons had armor and weapons. Then to the right was the army of light–angels of God–fierce looking, undefeatable, and many more were on the side of the army of God. Both sides in proportion were very tall, like nine feet to thirty feet in height. I could see the angel Michael.

Me: “What is all this?”

Angel: “What happens while you are asleep.”

Me: “At night?”

Angel: “Not just at night, all watches of the day and night. This group to the left has dominion over these two nations.”

Me: “Canada and the USA?”

Angel: “Yes, they have the power to activate as weapons anyone who is living in rebellion against the children of God. It is what you are not able to see because of the veil. One day the veil will be lifted and all will see. For now, their army is growing through the corruption of man. The great spread of the black veil and the false messiah is here. The lies are so thick, like smoke from a fire, people are unable to see through it.”

Me: “But God can stop it. There are more of you and less of them.”

Angel: “Understand that God sees. This is permitted only to a point–all to fulfill the words of the prophets. Soon God will activate a great army against the powers, princes and their providences. Once this occurs, there will be a great harvest of souls and then a great day of judgement. The Lord will be visible from here.”

He pointed to the area between the scroll-sky. As we observed, clouds gathered with lightning.

Angel: “You see how vast all of this is–all will see the Lord. Every eye will see Him. There will be no counterfeit. When you hear some say, ‘the Lord was already here and we missed His return’, don’t believe it. When He returns, all will know. There can be no drone substitute. You aren’t to believe someone who says, ‘Oh yeah, you were asleep, He’s out there in the woods’, that is a lie. All will know when the Lord arrives. Take a good look, Erin. This can’t be replicated by drone or the new locust, understand?”

Me: “Yes, I understand. It doesn’t feel like long–people need saving. They need Jesus.”

Angel: “Erin, what you are seeing here is not on a timeline you can understand. Know this, it was before you lived here, so this has been a battle which continues to rage. The permission allowed the enemy to test many around you. Those who did not see good vs evil in operation and instead went to evil of their own free will and never repented of their actions have increased. This is the increase in rebellion against God which you see. Even those close to you can fall into deception. It is by God’s grace that He sends help.

“Now, this is all for now, but you must know this happened to you many times. You kept your eyes set on the Lord and the things of Heaven. You pressed into God’s Word and this made you an enemy and inconvenient to a narrative of liars. Those operating in the fullness of God display His light upon them. Those operating in the opposite of this are deceivers and are in darkness.”

Me: “Thank You for revealing this to me again.”

Angel: “No no no–you don’t understand the urgency…”

Sub-dream 1 over…

Suddenly I woke up. I tried to go back to sleep but couldn’t. I then went to photos of last year. God had sent so many signs, so many. I took the signs and noted them but I didn’t fully know the magnitude of the storm coming until it was right upon us and had just passed.

I then went to the last day Jeff had been home and it was July 10th. I watched the films I had made of the last day on the property and the spreading of a small bit of his ashes on the path–this was on November 6th. I became so sad. A big chapter was gone. All the kids were no longer there. The home was empty. Memories came back like a flood and so too did the grief. I tried to capture each moment, good and bad–chronicled in my journal pages.

Now I’m here and now what?

Please help me! My heart hurts, I still grieve. There were good times. I want to be on the right side of Your Story. All of our children. Let not one of us be deceived. I have now seen what this scroll of a sky peels back to and it’s both scary and amazing.

Help me! Help us!

I opened the journals from 2022 to a Father’s Day message that brought tears. I prayed in my devotional chair.

Jesus: “I’m here, Erin! I’m with you. I have never left you.”

Me: “Lord, what was that dream about? Where did our home go?”

Jesus: “That was the former house, Erin. I built you that home and the enemy fought every step of your journey there. He came after all of your children and Jeff, also. There was a great war and one day you will see the war waged against you from before you were even conceived. Now you are experiencing aftershocks of a very strong shaking. This rattled every part of your life–physically, relationally, spiritually and financially. The attacks shook every part of your life.

“Think of a sifting pan that a man mining for gold in a riverbed uses. The sifter picks up wet mud and rocks. As the miner shifts the pan back and forth, only the heavy rocks and gold remain. The heavy rocks are removed and the gold remains. The gold is collected–measured and weighed for its value and purity and redeemed. You are Mine. I am your Redeemer, Erin, so too for your Nest sparrows and children. I know the shaking has been difficult but the aftershocks from this initial event will grow weaker. I know you aren’t finished quite yet but very soon all the shaking will be over.”

Me: “You were just using birth pains as an example for the world right now which seems like the reverse.”

Jesus: “I understand your thought. Look instead at the result of all this and what these produce: gold and new life. These are good.”

Me: “Lord, every aspect of my life is under attack. I don’t have peace yet, there is still…”

Jesus: “Aftershocks. There are miracles in the rubble of life, Erin. You are Mine. I am yours. There is no greater gift than what I give you here and in eternity, and I am not finished with you. What happened on Friday? I was there.”

Me: “I had lunch with my old boss from 2008.”

Jesus: “What did she say to you?”

Me: “That I still smile through my troubles. It’s You, Lord, not me.”

Jesus: “Erin, you smile because your life is My word written on your heart. You gave a good report of the eighteen years you hadn’t seen her. You gave good news and joy.”

Me: “I’m glad, Lord.”

Jesus: “Erin, I am with you. I am close to the broken, downtrodden, the fatherless and the widow.”

Me: “I am all of that, Lord.”

Jesus: “You cried for help. I am here. I will help you. I will send wildlife your way too. Haven’t I already?”

Me: “Yes, Lord. I just have a short video of me saying goodbye to all the crew who were at the feeders on my last day. It was not an easy few films to review.”

Jesus: “I understand, I was there, but know this, one day you will be reunited and they will tell you stories of your time with them there. All of them will be there. They wait for you. I know you grieve your losses and it is difficult to embrace necessary change. When your hopes and dreams don’t present themselves the way you had anticipated, it leaves you to question your place. But do not. Erin, without the sting of loss the gift of gain isn’t as valuable. The sacrifices here will one day be realized in Heaven, but also the effects of all you have chronicled in these pages about your life will mean so much to those who are lost. It was time to leave the place you were and move to the place of My promise. You still have questions because you are still waiting on Me–but know that I am here and I’m with you. I will continue to care for you so do not be afraid. I love you and I will send help.”

I cried.

Me: “Who is this new angel?”

Jesus: “A friend of Mine.” He smiled.

Dream over…

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