Dream 915 – Who Will You Serve Today?

** Please note that from dream 912 to dream 926, the links had been changed for a period of time for privacy reasons due to life-upending personal events that are revealed in the following messages. Please know that what is shared here only scratches the surface of what truly transpired. Now that we are settled in a new season of life, we are ready to share these details with you. We appreciate your patience and understanding. Blessings, the SC9 team.

Received on Sunday, August 10, 2025

Communion

Dear Father,

Thank You for another day! Thank You for granting us strength and focus! Thank You for continuing to watch over us during one of the most difficult periods of time I have ever experienced. 

Thank You for exposing so many hidden things. We are in need of some miracles and all of these elements need to fall into place one right after the other in a very short span of time. To make matters worse, we are in a drought up here. All of our trees look like they have blight but I believe it’s from lack of water. 

I feel personally like these trees. My skin is dry and my bones ache. My fast lasted for 20 days and I pray, Father, for clarity and breakthrough.

The hallway of doors You presented me in my dream seemed overwhelming. None of these doors were open. Then through prayer, one, then the other, then the next, all in succession. I’m so grateful, Father, thank You. Make no mistake, though, that hallway is long and there are still so many doors which haven’t opened.

Please keep my steps focused on You and doing what is right while I continue my big tasks here to prepare to leave. I look around me and see things that I thought I would never leave, that will be left. Father, You told me at some point none of it would matter to me, only leaving, and I thought You were referring to rapture – but now, here I am, prepared to leave everything I worked for, and I’m at peace. Stuff can be replaced –those we love cannot be replaced. 

Our lives are determined by You, Father. Our days are declared by You. You make the call. You call us and when our time is finished, You are the one who welcomes us home! Thank You for the promised land of home with You! I so long to hear You say, “Well done, Erin!” With my response, “Sorry, Father, for all of my missteps, please forgive me.”

My grief has been unbearable. At the end of each day, I break down for about 30 minutes as I pray. My emotions are like a journey – which is like a bad spinning amusement park ride going on just a little too long. When the ride stops – there goes my lunch! This is where I’ve been. 

My dreams have become more clear lately. Thank You, Father, for my dreams. Please continue to watch over me in all I do – for Your glory!

Last night I had a dream…

Sub-dream 1 “Heavenly Portals & Stars Falling From the Sky” begins…

I was with some friends at an outdoor market. The market was an arts and crafts festival with various artists’ booths. 

We walked up to a booth and I saw several doors – from those painted on canvasses, to actual dutch doors with painted art on them. I laughed with my friends. One said, “Erin, all the doors are yours!” We laughed. They moved on to the next booth as I stood there looking a bit longer. I heard the artist’s voice coming from my right. He was more like an angel than a typical artist. I was sensing a God moment.

I smiled at him and then looked for my friends – but I couldn’t see them in the crowd. I looked back at the artist’s booth and every door in the art itself had been opened.

Me:  “Wait, what is happening here?”

Angel:  “Portals. These are portals. These are different from a physical door. They allow you to pass through from one place to another quickly.”

Me:  “Can I try this one?” 

I was standing in front of a green-blue dutch door with a field of flowers at the base.

Angel:  “He made that one for you specifically.”

Me:  “Me?”

Angel:  “Yes – this will take you home.” 

I went to turn the handle, but I stopped.

Me:  “I’m not ready for this one quite yet.”

Angel:  “It’s not permanent, you can go and–“

Me:  “How about this one? I like the stars painted around it. Can my friends come too?”

Angel:  “Yes.”

I opened the partially opened latch and stepped forward. Instantly, I was at the market around midnight. All the booths were closed and I was with my friends. We looked up at the stars in the sky and we couldn’t believe how vivid they were.

As we stood there, others gathered to look at the night sky. We could see the galaxies in colors which would be impossible with the naked eye.

Then there was a vendor off to the side. He stood in front of a box that looked like an old upright freezer. The freezer had chains on it. The man had a bizarre look. He wore goggles and something like a gas mask. He had a light in his booth which dropped over the upright freezer box. There was steam or smoke creating the illusion of fog. He yelled out, “Troubles are coming! Run to my portal, hurry! There is no time!” 

Most ignored him. Then a great earthquake came. Suddenly, as we looked up, the stars had begun to fall from the heavens. Most fell and disappeared, but some fell near the horizon and came like fireballs. It was terrifying.

Meanwhile, this man kept offering for those who were afraid to enter his portal. My friends and I refused. We began to see what looked like stars falling near us were also drones and satellites. It was as if they just fell out of the sky. We ran together and yelled out to Jesus – “Open a door, Lord!” And suddenly we were back at the arts and crafts festival.

Friends:  “Erin, what did you get us into?”

We looked back at the booth with the Angel. He smiled.

Angel:  “Care to try another?”

All of us:  “No, we are good for now!” 

We laughed.

Sub-dream 1 over…

Father, we could use a heavenly portal so we could arrive out west with our dogs and our belongings instantly! I’m tired. 

Please also find the perfect buyers for our home! Or create a miracle in the extreme where we could keep it and move too. I know one day You will modify all of this and grant us a heavenly version of this home – so I am okay with whatever You decide. I have to be, because You are my Father and You know what is best for me.

Please watch over all of us. My daughter is busy watching over the opening of her new store as well as the old one. She is running the Nest for me as well as her podcast and helping me with communication. She has been applying for jobs also. 

My youngest son has been helping me pack and prepare the home for sale. I have been busy dealing with an overwhelming difficult series of things I’ve never had to deal with before, as well as setting up help to finish and prepare our home.

I received a call on Friday afternoon that Jeff placed our home on the market. My name isn’t on the papers, so I have no say. I have only a week to prepare the home You built for us so we can walk away from it.

We have also been faced with great opposition and breaches on the Nest. Please protect the safe place You made for the sparrows you sent! Our Nest should be secure against foxes. Please keep us safe!

As for me…I’m sick and I don’t understand everything. But You have Your reasons. You have a plan, so I surrender all things to You. I trust You, Father.

Jesus:  “Erin, I am here. I am with you. I take hold of your right hand and I will lead you through this. Stay with Me and make no decisions out of fear. Continue on your course.”

Me:  “Lord, how can I do all of this? I am overwhelmed and was not prepared.”

Jesus:  “You have been taken off guard but Erin, every event you have endured from childhood has made you capable. You understand the situation and how to navigate the uncertainty only because I am with you in this. Let me lead you. When I place something on your heart, then go to this. Focus on this and we will complete this together. You have a clever enemy.”

Me:  “Why do I have this enemy? Why? What did I do?”

Jesus:  “Erin, a reasonable man does what is right and fair and just. He yields to God and is after My heart first and foremost. Right now there is a great battle and for now you must stay with Me and finish your tasks. I will bring rain in the times of drought. I have always taken care of you. I will do so now and I will never stop. You are not confined by strongholds, you are free. The enemy longs to destroy you.”

Me:  “Lord, I was deceived so severely, so badly. Where were You?”

Jesus:  “I have never left you. I know you don’t understand all of this right now, but Erin, you have been faithful and loving and long to do what is right in My eyes. To all those whose heart runs to Me – runs to My Strong Shelter – there you will find peace. Let me be your shelter. Give Me all that you have. All of your loss. All of your burdens, and allow Me to carry you. Allow Me to move you. Allow Me to carry your sons and daughters and even your furry companions. Can you do this?”

Me:  “Yes, Lord. At my age I shouldn’t be having…”

Jesus:  “You are just as strong in your mental capabilities as you were when you were young but I am here. Allow Me to be your God, your Husband, and your Father. I promise you good things, Erin.”

Me:  “Yes Lord.”

Jesus:  “Allow me to begin the healing. I will give you supernatural wisdom and knowledge. Just be cautious of a door presented which comes with attachments like chains. You are free in Me. I do not present traps with hidden conditions. I don’t purposely set snares for My bride. But the enemy does, and presents them as good. All is meant to ensnare.”

Me:  “I had a dream a few nights ago – Wednesday. In this dream, I saw a caretaker of a cemetery. During the day, he was busy caring for the graves, then at night, I saw he didn’t sleep. He couldn’t sleep. He wandered at night in isolation among the graves. He was haunted by many voices and was violent.”

Jesus:  “This dream revealed the nature of dealing with a man who cannot be bound, even by chains. This is a man who entertains legion and cannot see himself. So, he walks amongst the tombs until the day he comes to Me and I deliver him from his chains. This man knows of Me, watches for Me, but does not run to Me and stay there with Me under My cover. He has been plagued with a curse from his forefathers.”

Me:  “Generational?”

Jesus:  “Erin, this is My battle. For now I am taking you to a safe place, as you are Mine.”

Me:  “Why did You allow this, Lord?”

Jesus:  “It is not My desire for evil to reign over you. One day soon, you will tell your story and many will be comforted by this. Man has free will to choose a different way other than My way. You know this from your own journey. The difference is your way redirects you back to Me because Your desire is to follow Me, and it is a better way.”

Me:  “Yes I have messed up many times.”

Jesus:  “Yes, but you proclaim it, correct it, and are unafraid to return to Me. Your mistakes are faith builders in trusting that My plans are for your benefit, not your destruction. It is a good way!

“However, some don’t like My way and rebel to go their own way. So, I let them go. Think of a peaceful clear stream which flows from the throne of God. You are unafraid to dive in because you are refreshed by it! You float around as long as possible in the stream. It quenches your thirsty soul and nourishes your spirit.

“But some prefer to dip a toe in the stream – the Water of Life, then they pull it out. They make excuses, ‘Now I can’t enjoy what I want in life. I miss drinks of my choice. I miss what my eyes want to see and my ears to hear. I like my own music. I’m willing to sit down on the banks and watch those who desire to splash in the River, but I don’t need to dive in it and swim to get the full experience. I’ll make a clever work around it and do it the way which best fits me. Jesus my way. Plus, I’m mad at Him. I’m still upset over this or that. I feel jilted. Ripped off. Look at these children You gave me. This wife. It’s everyone else’s fault that I can’t enjoy the River.’”

Me:  “That makes me sad.”

Jesus:  “I have you. Do not worry. Each day is a choice. Who will you serve today? Joshua knew this.

Joshua 24:15 NKJV

“And if it seems evil to you to serve the Lord, choose for yourselves this day whom you will serve, whether the gods which your fathers served that were on the other side of the River, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land you dwell. But as for me and my house, we will serve the Lord.”

“David knew this. Each day, choose Me because I first chose you, Erin. Your task is immense on your own, but give everything to Me. I can change hearts, as I do seasons. Remember, your story is My Story. It is a good one. I love you and I am with you.

“Continue with your tasks. I will continue to open doors for you, Erin. I plan on delivering you in a way you think not. Do not be discouraged or overwhelmed. Continue to do what is right and good and I will bless you. Do everything exactly as I instruct you and I promise you good days are here and there too. Keep a measure of joy upon your countenance. Smile – My Favor is upon you.”

Dream over…

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