Dream 918 – ‘Tis The Season Of Change
** Please note that from dream 912 to dream 926, the links had been changed for a period of time for privacy reasons due to life-upending personal events that are revealed in the following messages. Please know that what is shared here only scratches the surface of what truly transpired. Now that we are settled in a new season of life, we are ready to share these details with you. We appreciate your patience and understanding. Blessings, the SC9 team.
Received on Thursday, September 4, 2025
Communion
Dear Father,
Thank You for keeping me and our children! Thank You for saving our lives and protecting us from unspeakable events planned against us. I’m still in shock and really have very few words.
I’ve been so busy with different agencies that I can barely remember yesterday in the light of today! I pray I am able to face tomorrow and all the appointments which are coming. Today, I meet with North American Van Lines to try to negotiate with them. The price I was given was so off the charts high. I’m doing exactly what You told me to do, Father, count the costs to keep or auction. So far, I’m letting go of things I never thought I would.
Our home is ready for us in Oregon now, it is the “getting there part” which is the challenge. One thing rests on another event first, then that event rests on one more as well as speed. I’ve been careful not to make decisions based on emotion and instead I have brought every event before You in prayer.
I see how easily it would be for someone to take advantage of me in my current situation. So far we have had only 4 showings for our home and I’m discouraged.
Worse case scenario we will auction off everything and rent our home out until sale season returns again in the spring. I’m praying I don’t have to do this, Father. Please send the perfect buyer for our home quickly.
Dealing with surprises these last two months seems to be something I’ve come to expect. Almost all the surprises have been bad.
Without me knowing much about our household situation – just surface level items. I would give Jeff my income and he distributed the proceeds where they needed to go. I fully trusted him. I have heard these stories more often than I can count and each time I thought, “wow, how did this happen for so many years and there were no red flags?” In fact, Jeff and I had these conversations. He was smarter than I was. Clever, in fact. He knew numbers and how to work spreadsheets to fit certain outcomes. I have had to deal with foreign banks and agencies I have never dealt with before. I’m scared.
I’ve hired professionals to help because my fear is we move and suddenly, after the sale of our home I am hit with more estate surprises. Jeff was a pension actuary who believed in the rapture in his lifetime. So, he didn’t believe in things like pensions or insurance on anything. Had I passed away before Jeff, he would’ve been set for life. I made sure of it from my end. Because we live here now. Each day, we live under God in Heaven. We do not know time, but we can rest assured that in the event God takes us home earlier than we expect here or does another miracle, we have done all we can to care for those we leave behind unexpectedly.
I wasn’t going to be able to attend Jeff’s memorial in Winnipeg, Manitoba. I had made all the arrangements for his mom, family and the kids, but I wasn’t sure I could physically do this. Jeff’s side of the family is Roman Catholic, and his mom had told everyone that Jeff died of a heart attack. We had this discussion and it wasn’t a lie – from a different perspective. I just didn’t know if I could lie to people.
On Friday morning I had a meeting with our tax accountant over the estate and when I arrived, I had found that the appointment had been cancelled suddenly. I went out to my car and I felt I was to immediately drive home, get my passport and some clothing, and see if I could catch a plane to Winnipeg.
As I drove, You, Father, sent me signs I was to do this. I had less than 2 hours to make it. The memorial was the next morning at 10 A.M. The airport was about 45 minutes from our home. My daughter was at home when I arrived to pack – she was worried about me but she could see Your hand was in this. I said, “If God wills it, then nothing will stop this”. We agreed.
I arrived 45 minutes from the connecting flight set to leave at noon for Toronto, Ontario. When I went up to the counter, the agent told me that the flight had been closed. I explained the situation and showed her Jeff’s death certificate. She said even if she could let me on, she couldn’t accept money for purchasing a ticket because this airport isn’t set up for it. I thanked her anyway and began to turn away in defeat when she said, “Wait! Hold on, I will make a call.”
Well, after a series of calls and paying over the phone, I was able to catch the flight and get roundtrip tickets to return home early Sunday afternoon. I didn’t let anyone know I was coming in case a flight cancelled or something interfered, as it was Labor Day weekend.
Once I arrived, I had a very hard time finding a hotel because of the holiday. I took a taxi and phoned Jeff’s mom to let her know I would be attending in the morning along with text messages to the kids.
Saturday at Jeff’s memorial was difficult. The urn I had selected was perfect for him – graphite steel with another metal. Modern and simple. Our oldest – Jeff’s son, had Jeff’s record guitar melodies playing in the background, but it was hard for me to hear them because they were played for me during dinner clean-up every night. Father, You knew it was too much for me – suddenly the music was no longer playing on the funeral home’s speaker system. Thank You for this!
Because I was an unexpected guest, I was not part of the memorial program, but I told everyone not to worry, I was just in attendance to be there for Jeff and his family. I listened to the stories about Jeff and all those who loved him. I wonder if he knew it? I know he had to see all of this from the overlook in Heaven, I don’t believe You, Father, gave him an option not to.
After the service was a luncheon. I was struggling to keep up my strength. I had met more than 100 people and had so many hugs. At one point, I had another vasovagal episode and struggled to get air, so I had to walk toward the hall. Some people must have seen me. I quickly sat down and without warning, began to cry. I hadn’t really mourned. I had been so busy and in shock, I hadn’t wept. Jeff’s uncle sat with me as I spoke to him about Jeff. I felt I needed to leave in order to get air, so I did.
I ended up in the ladies room. One of Jeff’s cousins was there and shared with me how Jeff was during his recent visit a few months before. They all saw things which seemed off about him. It was good to know I wasn’t alone in this.
From there, we drove to the burial site, where the graveyard attendant had been waiting. It was brutal. It was sunny and hot. We said our goodbyes there, people dropped notes to him in his burial tomb. With me – “I didn’t feel it was the end, but instead the beginning of something”. I know one day I will see him again.
After this, I spent some time with Jeff’s mom at the home he grew up in with his close family. We visited for several hours until it was time for me to go since I had to leave at around 4:30 A.M. to catch my flight home.
People were so kind. I learned so many things and talking with the rest of the family who knew the story of what had transpired was very cathartic and healing. He had been exhibiting strange behaviors when he had visited them in the Spring. These weren’t normal. They weren’t Jeff.
By going on this trip, I gained a massive family I had never met and grew closer to his immediate family. I see Your hand over this, Father. You made it perfect and I arrived home on time Sunday afternoon to prepare for more house showings this week and appointments.
I’ve been going back and forth – a storm tossed sea experience. I need to get to shore, Father. Take me to the sandy beach on solid ground again. Settle all of this quickly, Father.
I met with a medical malpractice attorney on Tuesday morning, where I learned my case was strong on Jeff’s behalf, and the hospital had admitted fault in caring for him, however – since Jeff hadn’t worked in 7 years – his value in death was worth very little. In addition, I needed to gear up for a 2 to 3 year battle where Horizon Health would fight me tooth and nail to wear me down and I might be lucky to get a settlement of around $40k and many trips back and forth to Canada once I move. She said, “You need to count the cost, the toll this will take on your own well-being”.
She then said she couldn’t take my case because it’s too complicated. After this appointment, I met with another bank to close out Jeff’s affairs and collect the bill for the estate.
When I got home, I wept alone. Our home had been shown while I was away. There was a family interested, but still no offers.
I’m broken, Father.
Yesterday, I met with my doctor in Houlton, Maine. He is a Christian also, and I shared with him about the bizarre events concerning Jeff and what happened to our family. His wife ended up doing the same things Jeff did – acted very strange and spoke about the end and that God was coming to judge all of us. She did some physical things in front of their little children and was arrested and moved to Florida – he believed demons entered her when the eclipse – the path of totality came over their city. It came right over our home in New Brunswick too.
He said he had 3 other Christian marriages which ended up divided in bizarre ways involving the authorities and threats of death. He shared the details and I just couldn’t believe it. Everything lined up with what You, Father, warned me about an army of demons and evil spirits descending and manifesting in thousands of people.
Please activate Your people, Father! Please show Your strength and power as the world changes. Rise up in us and strengthen us! We love You! Help us to continue to live in this moment and make good choices. Help us to keep our spirits lifted to You in some measure of hope and joy when we have very little.
Help me, Father, I need You!
Jesus: “Erin, come to Me! I am here. I know your burden is great and your heart is heavy. As you continue to walk day by day, remember that I walk with you. I am here. I have never left you. No power of darkness will prevail against you and your house. I promise to make a way for you. You will move during your favorite season. The leaves are changing, do you see it?
“I haven’t forgotten you, remember, I am close to the brokenhearted and I answer the cries of the widow. I am here. I have sent angels concerning you to guide all of those you meet with to prepare the way I walk with you on. Remember to breathe and be still. If confusion sets in concerning a matter, then this is not to be for now. When you have peace, clarity of thoughts, and sudden strength in a situation – then this is because I am directing every step.
“Your trip to the West for Jeff’s memorial was orchestrated by Me. You did this confidently and with the notion that if I am for you, who can be against you. You had no worry because you knew I was in this fully. You experienced a pain-free, carefree trip. Now this means physically I strengthened you, it didn’t mean your sorrow and loss had not been felt. The sting of sudden death and loss continues to remain for a season and most of the time lessons over seasons to come.
“Now, today, remember I am with you! I know your burdens are great and I will take this from you. Offer up all your troubles. It is okay. I am fully aware of what has occurred. Where treasure is buried and where troubles lie.”
Me: “Is treasure buried, Lord?”
Jesus: “I’m not speaking about a chest of gold in your yard! Just something unknown which will soon come to you. Do not worry. Miracles are coming, Erin. Do not be afraid, I have you, I have been with you through all of this. I knew the plots in advance and My promises to keep you are still here. I am here and I will never leave you or forsake you. I promise. I will deliver you safely to the place I prepared for you.
“I delight in you. Many are the afflictions of the Righteous, but I deliver them from it all! You take refuge in Me and I am with you. Let Me be your God and your Husband, your Savior and Friend. Those who bless you, I will bless, and the evil which has come against you, I will turn back on where it came. This is for all I call at this time.
“I am God and I will do all of this. My recompense, I bring with Me. I will repay to each one for what he has done. Remember, I am coming soon.”
Me: “I love You, Lord. I’m sorry for being so busy daily. Help me to remember to worship You in all I do.”
Jesus: “I love you too. Erin, you will worship with your whole heart again. You will live in peace and safety. Your worries of this life will be no more, as I am your Prince of peace and you are My bride.”
Me: “I’m old now, I didn’t know if You would want me after everything.”
Jesus: “I am older than you are, I can assure you. But Erin, I have never stopped pursuing you, your heart is Mine. Now rejoice, doors are opening for you! ’Tis the season of change.”
Dream over…
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