Dream 926 – A House Divided Will Not Stand
** Please note that from dream 912 to dream 926, the links had been changed for a period of time for privacy reasons due to life-upending personal events that are revealed in the following messages. Please know that what is shared here only scratches the surface of what truly transpired. Now that we are settled in a new season of life, we are ready to share these details with you. We appreciate your patience and understanding. Blessings, the SC9 team.
Received on Sunday, November 16, 2025
Communion
Dear Father,
Thank you for another day here! Thank you for being with us every step of this journey! Of the seasons of my life, this one by far has been the the most difficult to date.
I returned on Tuesday from my week spent in New Brunswick. There was so much left to do to finalize the sale of the home You built for us there. You blessed me at the beginning of my trip and all because I shared my upcoming task with a ticket agent. Because of this, I received a series of upgrades with my plane ticket, my rental car, and the hotels in which I booked. It was seamless, so I know Your hand was in this all the way!
With one agency, I booked a rental car––a small SUV, so I had four-wheel-drive in case the weather turned. I had flown into Portland, Maine, as this was faster and cheaper overall by a few thousand dollars. When I went to the counter, the agent said, “You were automatically upgraded, hopefully you like it. The vehicle upgrade was given to you because we over-sold cars today.”
Nervous about this upgrade surprise, I asked him what type of car. “A Ford Expedition.”
Me: “What does it look like?”
Agent: “It’s a beast, but it’s brand new and in light blue.”
Me: “I hope I can drive this okay, it’s bigger than I need.”
Agent: “Well if you hate it, bring it back.” I took the keys with hesitation.
When I got out to the car, I laughed. It was beautiful, but really more than I thought I would need. Well, Father, You knew what I needed in advance. I had to use it for hauling all sorts of items from the house, both for trash disposal and donation purposes. It would’ve taken twice as long with any other size vehicle. You, Father, are the God of the upgrade! Although the war wages, You grant us all we need!
I spent two solid days traveling. Two more days were spent removing so much debris that the auctioneers couldn’t take and then the cleaning was on the final day. Then the final four days were spent paying all the debts––meeting with the bank, the lawyers, and an accountant. I had to push hard to have these people do as they promised they would.
I had such a short window to finish everything and I had to insist that all appointments had to be met as a few were casually trying to put things off a week. So, I pushed and pushed. There were so many documents to sign and transfer. It was so difficult to just pay off everything since Tuesday was Remembrance Day and a holiday, so many had taken that day off and Monday as well. It was a bittersweet process and one in which I never want to repeat again.
For one day, there was the illusion of money and then in a few short hours after all the banks were paid, there wasn’t much left. Not enough for a new home let alone even the down payment on a new home. But the freedom of removing the obligations and liens–this was priceless! Thank You, Father!
Now I pray that I have held enough in the probate account to cover anything else outstanding that Jeff might have accumulated, as well as tax debt. I pray that the government of Canada has mercy and takes no more than what is reserved for this. According to our lawyer, this process can take two years to clear Jeff.
Jeff was a man of mystery. My name was left off of everything which made things very difficult for me. You, Father, fast-tracked this process for me. What would normally take up to two years you did in two weeks. I just think Jeff might have had a different way he looked at everything and maybe he thought…?
I’m trying to think the best of everything, but there were so many secrets and at every turn even more. He didn’t want to share the state of our financial affairs with me. I discovered why… When Jeff lost his job in 2018 without knowing all the details, it never occurred to us that he would never likely work again. Pride became humiliation, then he turned to You, Father, but when You didn’t act fast enough, I watched him spiral downward. I couldn’t do anything about it. I’m still in shock and numb over all of this.
There are days despair catches me. Father, I will never make sense of this here on earth but I know Your promises are true. It’s the waiting, You require, and even prolong the agony of the wait because You are refining us in the refiner’s fire! So, when our promises from You are fulfilled, we have no lack. We lack nothing. We want for nothing because You gave us the gift of waiting.
I also realize when we speak something from our lips, we speak these things into being. Our mouths have the power to manifest both good and evil–blessings and curses! But there is more, the tongue can also be an extension of the state of our heart. A deceiving tongue says what those listening want to hear versus what the deceiver believes in his heart. Maybe if the promises are repeated enough, then the speaker receives them and believes them himself? I don’t know.
Please help me, Father to keep blessings upon my lips as You hold my heart and I still believe for Your wonderful miracles. I’m just sad. Jeff didn’t see all of this. I know he sees everything from up there.
Father, You gave us everything! You granted us a beautiful home and property at such a low cost that we could never have anything close to this anywhere else. Before I had even met Jeff, You said to me, “I will grant you a home inside the gates of heaven and there you will be under the care of angels. Heavens will be open to you and great will be my blessings over your house until I call you back to the place of your heart one day!”
A few months later, I met Jeff, a.k.a. Mathman, through a mutual friend on five doves. It didn’t appear like the relationship would ever work since we lived 3,300 miles apart. A series of miraculous events began to unfold as well as my greatest enemy signing the agreement to release my children if I waive child support.
Another truly incredible miracle was also this house. It suddenly came on the market after just being built. I came from the Pacific Northwest, USA, where the average home I had been working on for builders was about $650,000 to $1,300,000 in 2014. So, one day a huge miracle-find-of-a-home came into being, straight from You, Father!
The home was about 3,500 square feet, all concrete floors with radiant heat/warm floor throughout. The basement could be remodelled to make three bedrooms and three bedrooms were on the top floor. So, each of our five children could have their own room, which is a miracle in itself!
On top of this, so many of the features I had been familiar with from specifying for interior design projects, so I knew all the materials which went into this home. It was on two acres with two waterfalls and not far from the lake. However, it was about a 23 mile drive into town on unkept roads.
As further evidence from You, Father, the home was in a community called “Heaven’s Gate”. The main road leading into the community was called “Archangel Way”, which led to “Raphael Road”, and we were on the corner of “Gabriel Lane”, so, the roads on the hill above us were Gabriel and Raphael.
Jeff had an awesome job at the time as a pension actuary so he qualified easily for the $475,000 home mortgage and I was able to provide the down payment by a miracle from You, Father. We knew that this home built anywhere else would be a $1 million home to rebuild, maybe even more.
We heard the stories of what the homeowners who built it had endured, so it became clear as to why they wanted to move. There had been a storm and a collapse of the hill between Raphael and Gabriel, which caused them to have to re-excavate the area with added culverts which created the beautiful waterfalls we had on the property.
In order to protect the home from being swept away if this ever happened again, the culverts needed to be installed. It was very expensive for the former home builder–they had to make another adjustment because the foundation of this home was built on solid rock with very little soil. So, although the house was secure, the underground, septic, pumps, and drainage features all had to be refigured a few times and relocated.
The former owner was a Geo-engineer with a brand-new baby, and he received a huge promotion to the oil fields in Alberta, Canada, so he prepared the home for a quick sale. He was so anxious to sell the home that he told the real estate agent to take the first offer.
Jeff was unsure if he would qualify quickly, but within only one week, our offer was accepted, and the mortgage secured. The inspector who went to the home, said it was worth so much more and we were very lucky buyers! Well, we were blessed!
The home came with some challenges like every new place does, like the rough winters and the gravel roads. New construction was always an issue as we were one of the first homes there. There were so many great miracles, Father! You continued to bless me with dreams, and You made these come alive with signs and wonders. When I remember everything, my heart hurts as I cherish the memories of the good things at this place.
Until Jeff had chosen a different way, You had told me You would have us keep this home and even give us another one out West one day. Now I know this home will be on the New Earth or in Heaven. I know the dreams You’ve given to me are true so I don’t know how you will do this, but I know You will.
The difficult thing is leaving a beautiful place with a small monthly mortgage to move to a duplex in which I rent. The rent is more than our mortgage, LOL!
I know, now, though, after the inspection of our home, I would not have been able to maintain it alone. There were things coming my way, which would’ve made my stay there very difficult alone. Then with the kids eventually leaving there’s no way I would need a home like this. It was way too much for me.
I weigh 119 pounds and have been battling kidney cancer and other health issues. I can’t imagine shovelling heavy wet snow by myself or mowing the lawn alone. The taxes had been going up also, making all of this way too much.
Father, You slammed shut the door when Jeff took his life. The memories there became different and bittersweet. I knew I no longer had a choice. I was 100% and still am in Your loving arms. Thank You, Father!
Leaving was so difficult. I had a hard time being there alone. A few times I was certain I heard Zoey barking–of course she wasn’t barking.
I had saved seeds and nuts and placed them in the feeders one last time. On Thursday night, November 6th, I loaded up the long SUV with the balance of the cleaning supplies and miscellaneous items. Then I walked back inside. I prayed out loud in my spirit language then I thanked God for such a gift of a home from Him!
Here I am, 62 years old and my name has never been on the deed of a property. So, it was never really mine anyway. I sang and worshipped there one last time in the great room. I had turned every single light on in the house.
Then I locked the door, walked to the car and smiled as the house was so bright with light. Jeff’s path that he built was completely illuminated by the ground lights! It was beautiful!!
I got into the car and drove away. When I got up the hill, I pulled over to cry. Once I collected myself, I drove to the hotel. Then I received a text from the real estate agent, reminding me to bring the house key to the signing on Friday–the next morning. Their final property inspection was scheduled for 10 AM.
There was a problem, I had three keys, but one or two, I believe was for our new home in Oregon. So, now, I needed to go back in the morning early to try the keys in the door lock to so I wasn’t handing them the wrong keys.
The next morning, I was up very early. I drove there around 7:30 AM. I laughed while driving down Gabriel Lane to see the home still lit up with lights. I pulled into the driveway and there by the feeders were the entire crew with the exception of cardinals. There were bluejays, nut hatches, woodpeckers, junkos, mourning doves, chickadees, finches, a red squirrel and a gray squirrel!!
I walked through each room in the home again just to make sure everything was okay. It was. I closed the door for the final time and I decided to drive down to the lake and come back up our road. When I did, I saw Scout, the main crow, in our driveway. I rolled down the window and he turned to look right at me, which is rare. I said, “I’ll miss you Scout,” he then flew up into the tree toward the bridge. That was it. He watched me drive away from the tree.
I then drove off to complete an excruciating day of business transactions as well as switching hotels. There had been a big hockey sporting event in town, so most of the hotels had been booked. The only place that had availability was a hotel in the middle of a remodel. So, not only did I get a reasonably priced room, they even upgraded my view so I could see the St. John River from my room. It was a wonderful room and I felt like a princess. A crying old princess, but still!
Thank You, Father! The next few days were very brutal, but I was grateful for everything. The auctioneers held the first auction. The second starts tomorrow and there will likely be a third. They apologized for leaving me so much to handle at the house, but I thanked them for everything and I pray that our things go to good homes.
Father, this hasn’t been easy. We have lost so much, but I feel free. I’m grieving, but I am secure and knowing Your hand is over me in all I do. I’m not certain what the future holds for me personally. I have a few friends here from years ago who I’ve caught up with. I’m grateful to be in a familiar environment. I think it’ll be a bit before I will qualify for a home, but I pray the owner at our duplex home allows us to stay as renters for a while.
You said you have prepared a place for us, Father, so I take comfort in Your words and know it will once again be impossibly perfect! A perfect home because everything You do is perfect!!
My dreams have been so interesting lately. Last night’s dream was about letting go of things…
Sub-dream 1 “Pool of Junk” begins…
I was moving into a small home with a large pool. My daughter was with me to inspect the property I had just purchased. The home was perfect, except for the pool.
The pool had no water, but was filled with household belongings, preventing it from being swimmable. I looked at it and said to my daughter, “I thought we had left this behind with the auctioneers?” These belongings were things I had gotten rid of years ago.
Daughter: “Yep Mom, that is our stuff.”
For a moment I was burdened.
Me: “How did this happen? I don’t want it, do you?”
Daughter: “No, I don’t want it.”
I made a phone call and a massive crane came with a claw handle and brought all of this stuff out and into a dump truck. Whoever placed it in the empty pool destroyed the items so nothing was salvageable–nothing could be saved.
We swept the pool of all the remaining debris and dust, preparing it to be filled with water.
Daughter: “Soon we’ll be able to swim in the pool, mom. We will be swimming without all that junk.”
It was such a relief.
Sub-dream 1 over…
I then had a nightmare turn into a blessing of a dream.
Sub-dream 2 “Jesus’s Hand In The Darkness” begins…
In this dream I had been walking on the path Jeff made. Suddenly the light went black, leaving me in the dark. I was in the lower end of the property. I thought if I could climb the embankment than I should be able to see the house lights.
I climbed, but soon realized there had been a power outage, so there were no lights anywhere. Somehow I veered too far left. I slipped on a boulder covered with leaves and found myself about to fall into the ravine, as the river raged under me. I held onto the rock, trying to figure out how to get out of this mess.
I could feel my hands slipping as the wet leaves provided no grip at all. Just then in the darkness, I heard the voice of Jesus.
Jesus: “Erin, take My hand, I am here.”
Me: “But Lord, if I let go, I will fall.”
Jesus: “If you don’t let go and take My hand which I am offering to you, than you will definitely fall.”
I let go quickly and began to slip but instead He caught me and I was in His arms. I cried.
Me: “Thank You, Lord.”
Jesus: “I’m here, Erin. Say goodbye to the former things. I’m here.”
I heard my name being called (in the dream), “Mom!”
(I woke up)
Sub-dream 2 over…
Father, I’ve been overwhelmed by everything. I need help! It has been too much for me! I’ve been struggling and scared. I’m sorry.
Jesus: “Erin, I’m here. I’m with you. Remember, I promised you good things all the days of your life. I know you are discouraged. I know you see the hopes and dreams you once believed would go into ruin because of Jeff’s journey. Now let me guide you. I will be the architect of your dreams as I have always been.
“I know you’ve experienced discouraging news about what you thought you might have vs. what actually came. There have been many delays and troubles but all of this was so you could let go of the former things because I am doing a new thing here. Now although you did not have the blessing under Jeff’s cover that was promised, you now will have abundant blessing. The dam will break and the water will flow. No longer will you pray and believe for something and not receive the full promise!”
Me: “This had always been the case.”
Jesus: “This is because there was only a partial active blessing. Erin, you believe fully in My miracles but your husband did not fully. He went through the motions and said what he ought to say instead of a prayer of divine conviction. He liked date setting as a form of worship, but the rest was noise to him.
“Your house was divided and could no longer stand. Let this be a warning for others whom I have chosen. Those who stand together and agree together in prayer than I will do abundantly more over them in all things.
“Erin, I blessed you and continued. Jeff would pray, but not really believe. He was uncomfortable with Me. He didn’t take the hand I offered him many times. This does happen. Remember, you cry out to Me for help and I extend My hand. Then you take My hand. With many who cry out or say nothing but have an urgent need have no belief I will answer them with help. I’m looked at as the ‘God who helps certain people or His favorites’. This is untrue. I’m the God who saves you from death, understand? I’m your only help. Your only insurance policy.”
Me: “Lord, I’m so sorry.”
Jesus: “Erin, what are you sorry for?”
Me: “I have asked for hundreds of prayers for certain situations we’ve been in. I pray to You and ask for help several times a day. I’ve been so overwhelmed with all of this, I really haven’t had the desire to ask any more. I’m sitting here in dust and ashes and so low in my position, I have nothing more to pray for. You know every one of my needs. You know I’ve been in a great battle. You know what is required. You have given me strength while I was away.
“I have a little more to complete but You take care of the small things–You have watched over me. The only one who is close to watching each of my coming and going moments but not like You is Scout, the crow who would literally call out when I would leave the house or return, and of course, our dogs. Even my own kids didn’t watch for me like that–most of the time it’s because of their school or work.”
Jesus: “There have been angels watching also. Erin, I am close to the brokenhearted, those who are low in spirit and I also care for the widow. I have compassion. I know and understand. I see all things. Those who dealt with you ruthlessly and took advantage of you, I will deal harshly with. I Am the God of justice and you will be vindicated.
“Now, the enemy has been fighting hard with the children of God to discourage them with a message of no hope. Hope is Me. I am here and your recompense I bring with Me. I don’t want you to worry as you settle the former things. You are almost finished.”
Me: “Lord, I wasn’t enough. Jeff saw all the miracles, but turned. He began to despise me and I’m still having trouble with this.”
Jesus: “He had many chances to correct his direction and take the path which leads to Me. He chose a different path. His plans were not God’s–I called out to him, but he wouldn’t turn to take My hand. Do not blame yourself. It is finished here. Now, one day you will see what was planned against you and your children and you will understand.
“Now, your dream of the pool.”
Me: “I don’t need a pool.”
Jesus: “Years ago I showed you the pool, but things changed–there was a delay–that was the turning point. Changes were only made by one, not by both.”
Me: “So we would’ve been through all of it a long time ago?”
Jesus: “Again, you had a marriage–the two of you were as one. A divided house cannot stand. The pool dream this time was symbolic of letting go of that which is no longer beneficial in your life. That which creates obstacles. You are My Vessel. I have prepared you for service to be filled with living water. You must not look back at the losses with regrets and blame yourself for things not in your control. Once you recognize this, rebuke it at the source and instead prepare your pool to be filled and to swim freely in strength and power.
“Things I’m directing you to address should not be put off as these will be costly if ignored. You are almost complete in your tasks and very soon you will begin a free flowing time of blessings beyond your abilities to understand. You will dance as you did in your youth and will do impossible things. You will no longer live in fear and sorrow. You have come through the fire, Erin, and I have been with you for every step.
“Now, your things when they arrive will not have as much luster. Whatever is no longer needed, remove it. Don’t focus on the loss, but instead all you have received, with a heart of gratitude. Worship brings My glory to settle upon you and praise is when My glory moves through you in miracles. Don’t forget to praise and worship the God who loves you!”
Me: “Thank You, Lord, for everything!”
Jesus: “All of this is almost over. A great season of change is coming. Rejoice, rejoice, I come riding on a white horse adorned as a King, but ready for battle. I am here, Erin. I am with you.”
Dream over…
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