Dream 295 – An Unusual Dream, Visit and Vision from God
Received on Sunday, August 12, 2018
Communion
Dear Father,
Please, please help me! Please help us. Father, I am madly in love with You. I am a ‘crazy child of God’ because I love You with my whole heart. There are things I enjoy in life, but their lure wonder and interest do not captivate me like You do. Your Word says that:
- When we cry for help, You will answer us.
- When we need help, You will save us.
- When we are sinking, You set our feet on Solid Rock.
- When the waves crash over us, Your mighty hand brings us out of dark waters.
- When we are thirsty, You give us refreshing water.
- When we are hungry, You fill our bellies.
I had a dream last night of great loss…
Sub-dream 1 begins…
I was mourning the death of someone very close to me. I could not tell who it was. Friends were coming to comfort me. I was unsure if the person who had perished might have even been me, but I do not think so. I just know that I had to cross a major divide from North to South before a certain timeframe.
I soon found myself in a type of stone walled well-lit underground church. While there, I had only a limited time to help one of my son’s friends. This friend had lost everything in his life and he no longer had hope. He had become crippled and these were his last moments. He had come to this underground church for comfort, but was barely noticed.
While there were some men in uniforms and they looked like they could even be catholic priests, I was not sure. Before I could get there, he had entered one of the private confessionals to receive comfort. When a priest never came, he decided to take his own life. The young man then shot himself in the confessional and died.
As I mourned this loss, I received two texts from unusual sources. One text came from my deceased mother and the other text came from my deceased father. They were alerting me in advance that someone was also in trouble on the other side of the major divide. I had to leave in a hurry to go to this next crisis.
I believe I was too late here as well as I started to get condolences from unlikely sources, including my step dad, a very good friend and several others. Though they were doing a great job trying to console me, I was still in great grief and guilt.
Sub-dream 1 over…
When I woke up from this dream, I was deeply disturbed. Father, the people who had died did so because I could not get there in time. I did not make it. They died without hearing the Good News because I had been delayed. I even started to wonder whether this dream had been in the flesh or the Spirit. I do not know.
This was a highly unusual dream in that I felt great grief when I awoke. Even now, several hours later, this grief is still with me. While I do not know who these people were, I felt the Holy Spirit assure me that it was not my husband or children that had unexpectedly perished. I also had a dream prior to this dream that disturbed me…
Sub-dream 2 begins…
Prior to going to bed last night, we had watched a horror drama titled ‘Quiet Place’. One of our friends had recommended this movie as he thought it seemed to be an allusion to the fallen angels that are still to come. In this movie, most of humanity has been killed by these creatures and the only way to survive is to remain absolutely quiet.
My dream was a sort of ‘prequel’ to the ‘Quiet Place’ movie. The world was still normal and well populated when these horrifying creatures arrived. I saw complete chaos as people were trying to escape these fallen angels. While I will not describe ‘the killings’, I will say it ranked as one of the most disturbing scenes I have ever seen in my dreams.
Sub-dream 2 over…
Oh Father, I am still feeling the effects of these terrifying dreams. I am at the bottom of myself. I am unsure of anything except Your love for all those who love You. My older daughter and I laughed and had such a fun time driving into town yesterday. I have not laughed and felt like a kid again for some time and it felt fantastic.
We face an uncertain week ahead of us and it is really quite scary. I placed an email addressed to some very high up people in my husband’s company asking for help…well, really, mercy. However, these people are so important that I am uncertain if they will even respond to me. We need You to turn some hearts.
Father, only You can turn this around. Only You, Lord. I have loved You my whole life, even the parts of my life where I did not know You yet. Please, please help us. I have seen the landing area, the River of Life, the trees of fruit, the Golden City and the gardens. I have seen the great celebration and the parade…the cheering.
I have grown to know You, my Lord, and my heart has changed. This I now understand. This I now look forward too. This is my Home, not on Earth, but here in Heaven. Today is Elul 1 and we have now been here over 1400 days. It has been 20,291 days since my birth.
August has been my month of major moves, or so it seems. August has usually meant a change of venue. This fits in for the last two of our major moves…
- I was in the place of my heart (or the place where my heart was broken), Bend Oregon, for exactly six years, from August 2003 to August 2009
- I was in the desert, Tri-Cities Washington, for exactly five years, from August 2009 to August 2014
If it is in Your Will, Father, perhaps a major move removing all of our problems and concerns can happen once again in this month, the month of August 2018. If so, I would have been in this ‘land of trees’ for exactly four years, from August 2014 to August 2018. All I know is that, whatever You do with us, it will be divine and perfect.
Oh Father, I cannot remember a time in my life where I have truly been free. I have always been in Your furnace of affliction. This furnace seems to catch up to me no matter where I go. While I cannot say this will ever change here in this life, I know that, one day, I will cross over and be caught up to where I belong here in Heaven! I will one day be Home. Oh Lord, please do not forget about me here. Please help us!
Jesus: “Erin, come up.”
I heard the Voice of God as I stood in an area of white light. I was in a void. There was no ground, no sky, no land and no reference of direction. I had no definition. I had no defining place. The only thing here was the white light and the Voice of God…
God: “Erin, I created you for this. Your name is written on the palm of My hand. You are more than ‘just a speck’ to Me. I created and shaped every good part of you. The world has chipped away all that you owned. All that was contrary to My work, the dross, was burned off in the furnace of worldly affliction.
“You have developed into the child I had hoped and knew you would be. As with gold, you are in the final process of burnishing and polishing. Erin, there was a process to follow when you asked for a heart of gold. You did not choose this first for yourself, but instead I chose you for this.
“You did not choose Me, but I first chose you. Therefore, your life is not your own, your life is Mine. You are my daughter. You were created for this special time. You suspected from the start that your life was unique. I am now confirming this to you.
“One day soon, you will be overcome with such great joy and awe when I reveal what was planned for you from the beginning to the end. You now see yourself as a speck and no one of significance. However, this is untrue. You have now come to the point in your journey of supernatural manifestations of My Heavenly Realm.
“You are struggling to write right now because you now have doubts that it is Me. Erin, I AM Who I AM. There is no one before Me and no one after Me. Understand what I say. With Me, there is no beginning and no end. You are in a place with Me, a void with no beginning and no end.
“However, you hear Me. It is I. I am here. One Voice. Do not worry about the former things. I have you. I love you. I am pleased with you. I require nothing of you except to trust My Voice. Hear Me. You have completed your course.”
There was a flash of light…
Vision begins…
I was suddenly standing on a mountain overlook on Earth. It was beautiful and I could see as far as the East is from the West. My eyesight was perfect. I was wearing a gown made of real gold. It was modest and light. There was an undergarment of pure white linen. The gold gown was like an over piece with jewels. My hair was long and braided. While I could not see what I looked like in full, I could see glimpses as I looked down. I noticed that my skin no longer had any blemishes from age.
I now had great insight, not from me, but from God. Even though I had peace, my heart was still heavy with the tasks ahead. While I was still on Earth, I no longer felt from here. While I did not know what my tasks would now be, I knew that I had much to do before my Groom came for me. At this point, it was all that I really knew. I was excited.
Vision over…
I do not fully understand any of this. This was unlike anything that I have ever experienced with God. Everything about this last twelve or so hours with Him has been unusual and without reference.
Dream over…
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