Dream 547 – Even our Clothing will be Heavenly Tailored
Received on Sunday, December 19, 2021
Communion
Dear Father,
Thank You for another day! Thank You for a warm house and fresh snow. I have been struggling the last few days. I have been crying a lot and just weepy in general. I never want to take for granted what You have done for each of us. I am in awe of all of it. You are our wonderful Father.
I am sorry I have been upset. Unless a miracle happens, my daughter will not be home for Christmas this year. Official matters interfering with our previous plans means I will not physically see her until next summer. Somehow, I am not overly surprised. I had a weird feeling something like this would happen as I prepared her room for her return. I have been weepy ever since.
Nothing seems to stop it. There is no relief. I miss my daughter and the pain actually hurts my heart. She makes me laugh and smile. She encourages me. When she hugs me, I always laugh because of her thick curly hair in my face. I peered into her room earlier today and I could smell her smell. However, it is fading. So sad!
At least we can still facetime. While I am usually untrusting of technology (for good reason), this breakthrough technology is a true miracle. Just to be able to see her face is so huge for me. Thank You, Lord, for allowing this to happen. I had a dream last night. This dream was really odd as it was mixed in with my actual past physical conditions. While I never want to dishonor my parents, the stories during my impoverished upbringing are factual…
Sub-dream 1 “Head Start Program” begins…
I felt so empty. I was living at our home at 949 Bell Street in Reno Nevada. It was 1966, 1967 or 1968 and I was little again (pre-Kindergarten). My mom wouldn’t ask my grandparents or family for help. My dad had left us with a gambling debt. We had been in a nicer house, but we were now in this much smaller house. Mom went to school during the day and worked at the roulette table at Harrold’s Club Casino at night.
With her away so often, we were often looked after by babysitters or her boyfriend. Even though we were so young, me around 5 and my brother only 3, we were sent outside often. I guess they felt claustrophobic in our 550 square foot house. It had two bedrooms, 1 bath and a very scary basement. The basement was basically a small room with a scary sounding oil heater that smelled funny.
I spent a lot of time with neighbor kids. I spent a lot of time at Whitaker Park. I was hungry all of the time. While I didn’t know we were poor as I had no perspective, I now know we were really, really poor. I decided that I didn’t want to go back to my home anymore. I spoke of my plans with a neighborhood friend…
Me: “I have to get out of here. If I leave, I am not sure if my mom would even notice for a few days if I didn’t come home. I really don’t feel welcome at home.”
I then decided to try out being on my own by sleeping the night in the brick restroom in Whitaker Park (which I don’t think still exists). I slept there on the floor in the dark. I woke up the next morning and boarded my little yellow school bus to my summer Head Start Program in Mrs. Wolf’s class at Orvis Ring Elementary School.
They would serve breakfast there. As I was so hungry, their cinnamon toast, eggs and orange juice tasted ‘Heavenly’. The children around me were similarly dressed. The children around me didn’t know how to do things like table manners. I didn’t either. They taught us this. Mrs. Wolf taught us how to be kind to each other. We learned how to patiently listen during story time. We had a mirror to see our appearances.
My favorite thing was naptime. We had to lay down for a half hour every day. A fun tradition was that a child was given a fairy wand to tap each child to wake up. I had my turn, as did the other children. While some children were in a sound sleep, others like me were always awake. I was on the mat with my eyes closed. My breathing was steady and I was calm. I then heard the voice of an angel…
Voice of an angel: “Erin, it is time to wake up!”
I then felt a tap on my shoulder. My whole body filled up with warmth. I opened my eyes to look for the angel, but I woke up first…
Sub-dream 1 over…
I woke up only to find that I was still like I am now. The dream seemed as if I was actually there. It was painful to relive this. When I was that age, I was hungry, and I mean truly hungry, all of the time. I then fell asleep again and had another dream…
Sub-dream 2 “A Replica of Jesus’ Heavenly Gazebo” begins…
I was walking through a shop that had been converted from an old home. Even though the shop had extremely high-end clothing pieces there, nothing interested me. I went into the main area and there was a rectangular clothing rack near the front counter. This was silly as a four-sided clothing rack would make no sense. On the top of this rack was display area with religious artifacts.
The artifacts were being illuminated by an unknown light source. One artifact caught my attention and I knew that I would purchase it no matter the price. It was an exact replica of the gazebo inside the Courtyard of Jesus’ Home. Inside of this was Jesus with a Crown. I could see the hand of God blessing Him. He had an amazing robe on. I picked up the artifact to take it to the cashier. I heard a loud Heavenly Voice ring out…
Heavenly Voice: “It is time!”
Sub-dream 2 over…
I keep having dreams of when I was very young. They are awful. It is like reliving my nightmarish childhood. I was so lonely and alone. I was really neglected. Whenever I would confront my mom on this, she would always say some type of derivation of ‘I just somehow knew you would be okay.’ Well, why is that? This just seems like a lame excuse. While I had regular lunches in Kindergarten, I was always hungry during the Head Start program (which was pre-Kindergarten).
Me: “Oh Lord, please help me. I have so many questions. Why all the dreams of me being young? Why all the dreams of me being in thrift stores during darker times? What do these dreams represent?”
Jesus: “Erin, come up!”
He once again spoke to me while I sat in my devotional chair. His Voice was very clear.
Jesus: “I am here, Erin. Now, why do you think I chose you?”
Me: “I am so grateful You did, but, forgive me, Lord, as I really have no clue.”
Jesus: “Yes, you do. It is because your life experiences make you relatable. Your imperfections make you the perfect choice.”
Me: “My mom said that I exaggerated as a child.”
Jesus: “Ah yes… this is what the guilty party says when reality is too painful to address. You have a term for this…”
Me: “Yes, we call this ‘Gaslighting’.”
Jesus: “This was extremely harmful and you can never forget the visions of what happened to you. It was cruel and there were many who were witnesses to this when you were a child. The classic example is to tell you an event never happened even though they were not there to witness the event. Do not worry, Erin, as the enemy always accuses you of the very things they are guilty of.
“Now, you were old enough to witness many things. You heard even more. Do not worry as this will soon be made right. Now, as far as My calling to you… I know you sometimes wonder why. You know your beginnings and all that has happened and you see nothing in you worthy of My call. Well, Erin, I chose you from the beginning.
“If I were your attorney in a Court of Law, your parents would not fair well. Their stories would not add up. Your stories are damning to theirs and do not fit the narrative they had created. It is easier for them to call you crazy and a liar. Could they really say you were not neglected when evidence you were is clear?
“If your mother was rattling off her great accomplishments as a single mom working long hours and attending classes, then she would have to be omnipresent to be with you. Only God can be omnipresent, meaning she was not present with you. As your husband would say… ‘this is a mathematical certainty’. This means your mother was an absent parent. However, this is made worse by her denials.”
Me: “Thank You, Lord.”
Jesus: “She did this to try and make herself feel better about her neglect.”
Me: “At least she sewed my clothing for school.”
Jesus: “Yes, but this was a bit later when she needed to present a good front.”
Me: “Do You mean after the foster home?”
Jesus: “This was a short stay as family stepped in. The clothing came because she was skilled, fast and creative.”
Me: “It made me feel good.”
Jesus: “I know it did. However, it did not erase what had occurred. Erin, I was there. She entrusted your care to young people unfit to do so. Even though you often wandered off, you were always in My care and in the care of angels. Your experiences have led you to ask questions that were downplayed with excuses made up of lies. You then grew quiet and watched them. They noticed this and they became afraid of you.”
Me: “I will never forget naptime in Mrs. Wolf’s Head Start Program. I felt they really cared about us. It was so wonderful to be tapped by the wand. The wand was one of the most beautiful and ornate things I had ever seen up to that point in my young life. It was a crystal star with ribbons. All the children felt special even when we really were not treated special in our home lives.”
Jesus: “The adults looking after you in the Head Start Program really did care for you and the other children. I know all of those children. All of them were the least… a good place to be. Your parents have since gone and now you are here. You hear My voice. It is My voice. I would tell you if you spoke untruths. You do not. Take comfort then as I carry the little lambs close to Me in My arms. They are never far from Me. They are never out of My sight, understand? Erin, you are still that lamb I carried. I still carry you at times, right?”
Me: Crying. “Yes, Lord.”
Jesus: “I will close this question with another question… why would your aunt approach your mother to take you to be raised up by her if you were well taken care of? Also, why did your mother then take time to consider it? Not only that, but why did your mother tell your aunt that she had not really wanted a girl?”
Me: “Oh yes, I had forgotten that last one.”
Jesus: “Well then, if she had done all things right concerning you and she was the great truth teller and you were the liar, why then, just three months prior to her passing, would she privately tell you she was sorry for everything?”
Me: “You are right. She would have never done that. Still, she has never said this in front of my brothers or her husband. As a result, their perception of me was never corrected. My mom still left all of this unreconciled, at least when it comes to me.”
Jesus: “Do not worry as I have detailed accounts of your family’s history. Remember that I do not choose whom the world chooses. Now, why the dreams of old goods being sold? It will be because production of the new has ceased in your dreams.”
Me: “There are amazing items for sale all over.”
Jesus: “This is because there is a demand for only what is needed, what is comfortable and of good quality.”
Me: “This is why I hold on to old things, Lord. Everything is now made so poorly.”
Jesus: “While this is true right now, you will soon have no need for much of what you wear. It is okay to let go of it.”
Me: “Lord, this makes me sad.”
Jesus: “All will change, Erin. All things. You will help those in great need. Whatever you need, I will provide for you and much better than your expectations. You will need less because what you have is sufficient and nothing compares to it. It will be as if seamstresses and tailors crafted your clothing from Heavenly origins. This is good news also as your garments will always stay clean. Erin, any soil will come right off.”
Me: “When will this be?”
Jesus: “Ah yes… the question of time! It will be the perfect time. Do you not see the times taking shape right before your eyes?”
Me: “Well, yes… but it is so dark. Lord, people who once were so hopeful and had great joy have changed. They are suffering now. Many of us are. Please don’t forget us, Lord. My heart is breaking.”
Jesus: “A great war on Christmas has come. You see this as the enemy advances. Countries are shutting down from fear. Instead of turning to God, they follow a false prophet in his quest for power. This false prophet works with the beast. Do not worry, Erin, as I am about to shake the nations from their great slumber. They will awaken to truth. When truth is made known, these people who have been asleep will rise.
“However, and even more so, My miracles will also rise. Erin, there were 12 sons of Jacob, all with great abilities. There were 12 walking with me in strength, power and knowledge. However, there will now be 12 times what was before, plus some zeros added on. The evil will confess and be removed. The evil will be removed and taken far away. They will then be forced to watch the miracles of God through those I have called as I will be in them and their gifts will be multiplied.
“The confessions of the wicked will be made public. Some will repent and confess prior to being forced to and they will then experience the Great Move of God. However, for those who cling to their mantle of lies, they will be bound by it. Erin, you will no longer have to contend with those who continue to accuse you of things you are not guilty of.”
Me: “Where will the evil people all go?”
Jesus: “A remote place where they can witness all that is good. They will remain preserved until the times of great darkness. Once these times of great darkness arrive, they will wish for death. Even though they will wish for death, death will allude them.
“Now rejoice, Erin, as I am in you and I am with you. Nothing shall be impossible for you. Nothing! Find joy today. I have your daughter. She is with Me. I will care for her and your sons as I care for you. Rejoice! Rejoice! Look up!”
Note: The following are images from an article dating back to 1966 referencing the Head Start Program that I was in…
Dream over…
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